My Secret Story...

Well, I think something's wrong with me these days. There are 2 weeks more to go for my August test, I supposed to get nervous and start doing my revision from now on. But I don't know why, yes I'm still nervous but I didn't really take the action to study. And to be honest, I tend to online almost everyday and it's always on midnight....OH NO!! I hardly concentrate in class and now I'm so duh lazy to study.. Oh god! Wish me lots of luck for my test soon... :S FB and Twitter should be forbidden in these 2 weeks, if I'm determined enough....LOL  Seriously I need to get myself to be hardworking man!!! STPM is freaking terribly hard you know! My old way of study is actually not that helpful for this time... Do revisions with the answer in reference books, this is so not Working! I have to understand every single thing, every single word in order to apply all those things I have learnt to the exam..... For your information, I'm the SLOW type.. Again, All...

I'm not sure what happened to me. Is like I'm acting so weird recently, especially today. Either I was being too annoying or too quiet .... I admit that I was emo during the classes after recess. It's just a sudden feeling of emo, I don't feel like doing anything or even take the initiative to talk to other people, I just want to be ignored... for once. But I failed to keep myself "invisible", not that I'm always the center of attention, is like I don't want other people to find out that I'm not the "usual" me, as in the non-stop talking, annoying me. My friends asked me what happened to me, I was like, Am I that obvious?? Probably is because I sang and talked a lot before recess, that's why they felt the difference. :S I felt the difference too. And I was trying to find out the reason why I was acting that way. Wait, It should be why I'M acting that way for the whole day. Is it because of something? Or it's because of someo...

Time passes really fast har? I still remember on the same day of last year, I did the same thing like what I'm doing right now. =)  And now, things became a little bit different. This time, I can only non-stop wishing you because I can't wish you face-to-face... (Emoz) Anyway, today is my Prettiest Ji Mui's Birthday!!! The one on the left, SHE IS SO CUTE RIGHT??  HAPPY SWEET 18, EMILY!! =D Well, how should I start my post? Maybe I should start with what happened in the past 6 months then... We actually did a lot of things together right? Although we didn't really hangout a lot like last time we did in school, but we did spent some quality times together! =) We went for the driving test together, got our license together, had girls' talk at your house together, sat in your car when you were driving XD and of course a lot a lot more than I thought. I'm sorry I ffk you for not going to DTF to work, but I know you won't blame me right, you got high...

不知不觉, 半年已经过去咯....人家都已经完成第一个学期了, 而我才刚开始我的新生活而已耶... 我现在已经慢慢地在适应我学校的生活, 我没有像前两个月那样一直投诉就很好了. =) 其实, 中六的生活并没那么糟, 一切都还在可以接受的范围内, 课外活动也还好, 只是功课多到我超想打人的! 还有那些科目都超级难的, 即使我非常非常专心地听课, 我也不明白老师在说什么...=( 下个月还有考试的耶!! 我都不知道我以前到底是怎么读书的.... 至于中六目前为止最好的是, 我班上的同学都很好相处, 我跟他们相处得很愉快. 我甚至还让他们发现我的"真面目", 糊涂到极点. 没关系啦, 做回自己最重要! =D  而且我班的人都还蛮搞笑的, 也很奇怪.... 哈哈 还有, 我最近多了一个兴趣, 就是去观察别人的感情世界, 有时侯我的直觉还很准呢!! =) 虽然这样好像有点八卦, 但我真的很好奇嘛. 连我班的人也很喜欢聊这样的话题啊, 就当着是为忙碌的生活减压的方法吧!! =D 不过, 虽然说, 表面上, 我真的有在适应现在的生活, 但是在我心里的某一个角落, 总觉得怪怪的.   那个角落总是会让我想起某个人, 某些事, 还有好多好多. 有时侯, 当我在做一件事情的时候, 我都会想起以前跟好朋友也一起做过同样的一件事. 有时侯, 当我在学校一个人到处乱逛的时候, 我又会想起某一人的身影, 或许我应该说, 无论我在哪里, 做些什么, 我都会想起他... 那个人从我的视线消失了很久, 但是他从来没有从我心中离开过. 我以为我好像已经没那么在乎他了, 我甚至认为我的心已经被别人动摇了. 不过, 我知道, 如果他再次出现在我的面前, 我的心或许就不会像现在那么地平静了... 我其实很不想适应某个人不在的生活, 但是现实告诉我不能一直活在过去, 我必须努力的向前迈进才对... 所以, 把他藏在心底的最深处就好, 谁都不会再来动摇我的心了.... 这样就好. 我会一直等待再次见面的那一天的.... =)

Do you know who's the man I love the most on earth?? =D Jeng jeng!! Is my super leng zai awesome DAD!! =D Today is a very very very special day! Because today is my Dad's Big Day! Happy Birthday, Daddy!! <3 My dad is the Best daddy on earth, He pampered me since I was a baby( not too over la), He will try his best to give anything I need. He knows what's my favourite food and when I mention about the food I'm craving for, he will buy the food on the next day. Although this is just a tiny little thing, but I know that's the y way my dad shows his love to us. He willing to sacrifice everything for us, he will do anything just for our own good. He is the super Dad that knows how to fix every single thing in my home, just like my mom knows everything that is kept in my home.. They are just awesome!! =D  Anyway, I wished my Papa will stay healthy and happy always!! =) I Love My DAD!!! =D p.s  Daddy, I feel so sorry for the scratches on your ca...