My Secret Story...

Hi Hi! So this year is finally coming to an end. Is it a bit too fast? Graduated as a form 6 after spending 1.5 years. And I still haven't decide the course to pursue after this. I actually slacked for the whole year without thinking too much about my future. Slap myself* Anyway, there are lots of Memorable moments this year. Those bittersweet moments, Easy to Remember but Hard to Forget. Did I ever mention I'm good at remembering those really tiny matters that seems to be forgotten easily? Haha Gonna let the pictures tell the stories, since I like to fill my blog with pictures recently.. =P Lets start with my Pre-U Senior life... Eng Hong's Surprise Party. The first time which almost everyone in our class managed to hangout together. =) Sing k with carmen and melons for the first time. Great to keep in touch with stitchy after she dumped me. LOL Pre-U Inter-school Friendship Match.  First time participating and attending sport day, had fun wa...

Hey hey! Even though we are having our holiday now, I still remember what makes this day become so special! =D From what I know, someone was very excited for the whole month of December... lol HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MINT MINT!!! =D Cheong k together for the very first time!  We was in a rush when taking this picture eh... haha My first showing teeth picture with you! Clapssss* Lee Tze Min, a very cute Vitamint with short hair, palm-sized face and the sweetest smile on earth! =D Knowing her for one and a half year, or to be precise, I only got to know her better this year. Trying not to repeat what I posted a month ago, so I'll try to write about something else kay? Like the very sampat and imageless moments we had together....LOL Well, I still remember we started to get closer because I asked you and Sun to sit beside me and you said you want to sit in the middle when our class decided to arrange the table 3 by 3. I didn't really know much about you last year becaus...

不知不觉, 第十三年, 就快要结束了哦...  就这样, 又过了一个没有他的记忆的一年. 又想说我太痴情, 太固执, 太傻了吗? 放心吧, 这一次, 什么都不是...  我并没有想抓住些什么, 也不想逼自己放手什么之类的...  我, 只是又突然, 特别想他而已...  毕竟, 这些年里, 我记忆里的一半, 都有他的存在... 不是我不想忘, 只是它已成为我回忆中的一部分...  我甚至想要刻意地去留住那所谓的回忆, 却也没有办法... 因为记忆中的他,  早已在我没察觉的时候, 渐渐变得模糊了...  不说在社交网站上看见的脸, 而是记忆里, 从小到大看见的脸... 就像照片里的样子那样, 蒙蒙的, 很模糊...  他的眼神, 他的表情, 他的动作, 在我的记忆里, 也开始模糊了...  更别说是他的声音.... 我根本就想不起..... 即使我再努力, 想要记起他唤着我的名字的声音, 我就是想不起...  因为他最后一次, 叫着我的名字, 已经是好久好久以前的事情了...  剩下的, 关于他的, 最清晰的记忆, 就只有他的背影了....  我才发现, 原来.... 那只属于我, 有关于他的回忆... 全都是他的身影, 还有无数次的擦肩而过而已...  这, 到底算是什么? 这已经不能说是放不放手的问题了...  而是, 我不得不承认, 我和他的世界早就没有平行线了...  距离, 已经太远了...  我没有办法靠近他的世界, 也没有办法离开我所在的原地.... 我也只能.... 就这样了...  还会有, 第十四年吗?

我相信, 每个人身边, 都会有这种朋友... 他们觉得有点无聊的时候, 总是会告诉你, 他想找人打发时间, 聊聊天..  而这时, 自己就会觉得很纳闷, 难道他们只是在无聊又没人陪的时候才找我吗? 真的很纳闷呢~~~ 不过... 换个角度想一想...  他们只所以在无聊的时候找你聊天,  或许是因为, 他们在没事情干的时候, 都是在想你吧.... =) 

Don't worry, you didn't go to the wrong place, this is still the same place, just some refreshment with new template, since I didn't change it for two years. Green colour is good for your eyes! Haha Just a random post since I'm being so unproductive for the whole month, I'm so going to become a stone if this prolongs... Well, look at the bright side, you can only be a couch potato now, when uni starts, when we graduate and when we start working full time, I don't think you have so much free time to be a Potato. >.< Even I'm stoning all the time now, my brain keeps thinking a lot though, about part time job, about studies, about future. But I only THINK, I tend to run away from reality instead of taking action... Going to be 20 next year and I'm still acting like a kid.. Yeah, I am one.. *facepalm Kay, stay away from those topics for a while.. Lets talk something about me! XD I mean what I did for few weeks ago... Basically, after ended my exa...

如果当时, 把心里的想法诚实的说出来, 结果会不一样吗? 明明知道那只是刹那间的错觉, 又何必当真呢?  即使那所谓的错觉多么真实, 它始终还是个错觉... 是会清醒的... 所以, 不说, 是对的..  只要努力地保持清醒, 就会发现, 那只是暂时性的习惯, 暂时性的依赖, 暂时性的对号入座... 习惯错觉中的幸福, 依赖错觉中的好, 对号入座地认定错觉中的一切都是理所当然...  最后, 当一切都快要结束的时候, 就会自然醒了. 没有心跳声的喜欢, 并不是爱.  那只能是亲情的喜欢, 友情的喜欢...  却不能算是爱情.  因为它只能算是喜欢而已..

YEAP! 14.11.2013 was the end of my Pre-U life. I'm officially DONE as a Form 6 student and DONE with all the Exams! =D Cheers!!!! How time passes right? I still remember how I complained about my form 6 life during first sem, and now, it has finally come to an end, surprisingly with the feeling of reluctance... That's pretty weird right? Haha Well, this is my pattern lorh, the feeling is similar to the time when I was in form 4, I disliked my class at first but I got my best friends in my life from that class. Well, of course there is a difference larh, that is I like Pra-U S2 from the start, but I hate the school... LOL and I still don't like the school till now... I just love my friends... =P So, This would be a long long post about the people I met in SMK SS17 and how I started knowing them... If you don't mind reading it... =) I wrote this wholeheartedly.. hehe How should I start eh? Kay, lets start from the first day of orientation! =D (I have good mem...