My Secret Story...

Feel a bit weird but still, since you might read this very soon... Just in case you complain or what so ever and for me to be fair... Happy Birthday larh, Mr. Lee Hao Hong!  Since I can't find any of your too yong sui picture, so i picked this because I managed to force you to take off you specs? LOL Never thought that I actually know quite a lot things about you even I have just known you for one year plus? Especially the CARROT part! Trying not to break your secrets here...  Haha Anyway, you are one of the weirdest guy I ever know! Always tell us about all those weird stuffs and do all those weird things! Damn beh syok about the fact that you are smarter than me but you did helped me in my chem.. So, still okay larh... =P Not to forget that you always act like an uncle and say I'm childish...lol  Trying not to be so mean, so, done with the teasing you part, now ah, say something nice about you larh... =D Don't want to praise you but you are actually a kin...

It's a kind of every year route i guess! A Dedication post! =D HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY~~~~~ Well, maybe this picture looks better than the one we took last sunday... Haha  Not going to be cheong hei this time! Just to make some difference...  Feel blessed to have you teman'ing me to take the so damn tough STPM.. Glad that we fight it together instead of giving up half way like most of the people did! Feel so proud of it too!  =D  Feel lucky to have you lending your ears to listen my seriously very ngam cham stories... Especially when the stories have nothing to do with you, and also the secrets that I couldn't tell anyone else, but you still spare you time listening to me... :') Not to forget, you always give me all those advices that I would never listen... You know right... But in the end you will always stand on my side... Haha Anyway, I always hope that you can stay happy and laugh genuinely, like when we were in form 4... You can al...

The result was out this early morning. I was in hesitation whether I should check my result online or using sms... Then I went to sleep. And after a few hours later, I decided to send the text to check my stpm sem 2 result via SMS. I thought it would take a long time for me to get a reply, so I intended to check it after school. Who on earth knows that I got my replied within 10 seconds.... :O It's kinda efficient when it comes to money, 20 cents for a text man! Whatever, that was not the thing that matters!! And Jeng Jeng, my heart almost stop beating when I checked my result... 1 A-, 1 B+ and 2 Bs! Not that good compared to my first sem... actually.... But, I don't know what kind of feelings or what kind of expressions should I give when I go to school and people ask me for my results. No hard feelings when you are reading this kay!! Not to say I'm satisfied with my results or not, it's neither very good nor very bad... It's just Okayyyy.... My Maths T is stil...

This time, I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY NERVOUS!!! About my STPM Second Sem result of course... Especially for my chem and bio.... :S  My heart and my hands are trembling whenever I think about it.... Damn worried about my results this time... Sigh...  The result will be coming out on Monday they said.... Teacher asked us to print out our own result before we go to school.... Means we have to wake up early in the morning, Very Early, like 3 am in the morning? Just to check our results and print it out.... Oh come on.... If the internet or the website is not down, I might check it earlier instead of waking up early like a zombie facing at the computer and being nervous with my brain that is still falling asleep? What talking me...  I'm just hoping for the best this time... Not like the first sem, they didn't give me the enough period time to chill myself and being calm when I got my results... Decisions have to be made asap, which I didn't even want to make any de...

Well, It was a very special day. Why?  Because it was my PAPA's Big Day! <3 Oh my so lengzai daddy, so proud! No one will believe you are a  50++ years old man!  Haha You must stay healthy always and spend more time with me yeah! =D And also,  6C Gathering Night!  I thought I won't be able to make it this year because they changed the plan to yumcha session at night. But at last I managed to attend it, after non-stop asking for permission and goodwill from my friend for giving me a ride! My primary friends are so nice and I'm a bit touched, since I'm always the troublesome one...  We went to sri melur at first but we changed our location to Ya-Qi's house because we need a round table. At last we all gathered at the playground near her house and made a big circle.. Chats, updates and gossips. Not to forget all those throwback memories! Never fail to make me laugh so hard when we talked about those old times, about classmates and...

这一次, 又要让机会从我眼前溜走吗?  那是多么难得, 多么可贵的机会... 我是多么地渴望, 多么地期盼...  就这样放弃吗? 那是唯一能接近他们的机会... 我不知道, 为什么每一次到了这个时候, 一切都变得那么遥不可及...  明明对别人来说, 那是多么简单的一件事, 对我来说, 却是这么地困难... 为什么总是要让我有了希望, 又再次失望... 我该怎么办, 才能让我所谓的奇迹出现呢? 那是多么简单的一个愿望, 让我实现, 不行吗? 真的很讨厌没有自由的自己... 

Half of the year is gone.... Well, didn't really expect that time could actually passes that fast and 6 months later I'll have total freedom!! Perhaps... Finised my muet speaking test in the morning on the first day of July. The topic was about how to promote our country to be more internationally well known, and my option? FOOD PARADISE! Haha Well, it was counted as an easy topic, if you compared to all those about economy, nation and other wider range topics... I could have done better if I didn't crap a lot at first and I should have conclude our discussion earlier. Felt a bit guilty for my blurriness... Anyway, I did my best and I used up my 2 minutes for task A! Cheers! =D What that really annoys me at the meantime is all those bio projects... INSECT COLLECTION is the one that kills me a lot... For your information, insects are my natural enemies, or maybe not, I just don't like them. And I won't simply go and kill insects since they are innocent and if th...