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时机

人,总是会输给时间。 感情,总是讲求着时机。 友情如此、爱情既是如此。 那一天,听见了幸福的笑声,也不小心听见了心碎的声音,还有说着可惜的叹息声。 错误的时间遇上对的人是多么地可惜。 对的时间遇上错的人是多么地痛心。 对的时间遇上对的人是多么地幸运, 多么地难得。 可是又有谁会知道眼前出现的这个人就是对的人?又能怎样才能知道那就是对的时间呢? 有时候,人与人之间的感情、关系的深浅,不是在于相识的时间长短,而是相识的契机。 有些人,认识了好多年,都无法走进彼此的心里。有些人只需要一瞬间,就认定了对方在彼此心里的重要性。 时机, 是个让人心动,又会让人遗憾的词。 错过的时机,永远多于握在手心的时间。 就好比有些人, 为了守着友谊,错过了把友谊升华成爱情的时机。 因为不想失去你这朋友,所以放弃了爱你的权利。 因为太熟了,所以错失了重新认识你的时机。 因为总是在望着那人的背影,所以无视了一直在身边守着的人。 因为总是以为你在身边是理所当然,所以在你去了别人的身边那一刻 才后悔没留住你。 因为不想让你察觉我在喜欢你,所以错过了让你喜欢上我的时机。 因为无视了那不知不觉,所以促成了最后的后知后觉。 因为不想分离,所以变成了疏离。 因为无法确认自己的真心,所以错过了坦白心意的时机。 最后在犹豫的瞬间,就失去了那被别人抢走的时机。 然后又只能感叹自己的不够勇敢。 真的好可惜。真的好傻。 也只能认了,我们之间错过的时机。然后再告诉自己,如果时间重来,我一定会把握着那时 机。 可时间又怎么可能重来呢?

Please be fine.

Am trying to write something emotional but I couldn't put myself into words. Not sure what to write about actually, am trying to express myself but still not good enough to write things down.  Having complicated feelings at this moment and I just want to immerse myself a bit into the emotions by listening to sad songs and not to sleep. Such unhealthy lifestyle. Tsk. How I wish that I did not try to talk to you.  Why am I doing this to myself? Why am I feeling pathetic for myself, for trying to hold on something that has gone? Why am I the only one who seems to care?  I doubt if I've really known that person who stood in front of me that day. It feels so unreal. It feels like those memories were just my own imaginations that have never happened.  It was full of laughter and now the only thing left is endless awkwardness. How ironic. It was a joke. It was a game. And I'm the loser now because I've taken things too seriously an...