那天突然想了一下，算了一算，原来事情也过了那么久。 虽然说现在至少表情管理得蛮坦然的，但心里还是有块石头。不明所以的石头。 那些伤人的话，多亏了我这用错地方的记性，当我觉得可以不去在意的时候，再一次回想依然很不爽。 然后有时候又不知那根神经断了线，很想为自己受到的不公平待遇出一口气。 凭什么他竟敢问了我三次我却一次都没问过。我怎么会那么傻呢？ 所以我决定了，我要问。 虽然这真的一点意义都没有，问出来的结果可能会让本来就修复得差强人意的关系变得更尴尬， 我甚至可能得不到我想知道的答案，可我这打破砂锅问到底的个性让我始终不能不去在意。 就像读着一本历史书，缺了一页， 就不是一个完整的故事。我无法不去在意那空洞。 我得把空洞填满，才能心息。 就算他忘了，我也要得到个像样的答案，不了了之不是我的作风。 所以，我决定以牙还牙，就算他其实一点也不在乎了。 等着吧。
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The Stepping Stone Phase.
Just another potato day with zero progress on my scholarship application. Shame on myself. T.T Well, I'm writing this post just simply to talk about what I have learnt for the past 6 months of internship. Unlike what I have written in my long-winded internship report, this would be a rather honest and simple one. Haha Compare to other friends from other courses who just had their internship for 3 months, my 28 weeks of internship seemed to be a bit too long, even when I compared to my coursemates. Even the intern from another department but same floor thought I was a permanent staff. HAHAHAHA (I guessed I adapted to the culture too well?) Instead of complaining about what I have been through for the past 6 months, perhaps I will just mention about the things I learned there, regardless it's job related or not. At least I didn't complain to my friends about my work that often compared to the times when I was complaining about my uni life all the time. Opps. ...
My motivation.
Well, after ending my internship, I'm giving myself a holiday before I begin to find a job again. Well, I have successfully became a successful potato for the past whole week. This time I do feel guilty by a little, since I temporarily lost my source of allowance. (Even I was a semi-potato in office for the past 6 months, at least I earned money for myself. lol) After being asked about my future plan for n times, I still couldn't give anyone a proper answer. Urgh. You know the stress starts coming in when your friends start asking you when are you going to search for a job and telling you without money you can't do anything. Okay. My plans do change over the time. Not to mention my thoughts about my future during my uni times, I will just mention about the recent ones. So here are the thoughts I had since last August along my internship. Along my whole uni lifetime, my main goal was to major in finance so that I can go into finance indust...
值了，我的青春。
27.01.2018 | 我终于可以大声地跟人家说，我去看了周杰伦的演唱会!!! =D 好久没写一些开心的事了，所以在我的兴奋激昂的心情冷却之前，快点写下来吧。 我要写的就是他! 所以呢，等了半年，我终于在上个星期六和诗明去看了周杰伦 《地表最强2》 世界巡回演唱会， 我人生中第一个自己花钱买票入场的演唱会耶！超兴奋， 超期待的！ 这砸了重金抢到的票当然要来张合照啦~ (放了自己的照片感觉好像回到以前自己刚写部落格的时候。哈哈哈 好久没那么开心了~) 谢谢小明帮我抢了票还护送我回家~ 辛苦你了~❤ 想当初坐在公司的电脑前等着诗明的表哥抢票的心情超刺激的，结果网路瘫痪最便宜的票被扫空了，我们还纠结了半个钟要放弃还是买贵一点的票 （其实贵超多的），但最后还是决定买了。我就抱着一生人只有一次的心情，还有放弃了五月天就只为了周杰伦的心情，荷包流血好过心在淌血的心情买的。至少有个傻婆陪我一起傻，一起当下理智断线。虽然之后理智接回线时替自己的荷包心痛了很多下， 但现在想起来这决定是对的！完全不后悔的说！ 至少我们不需要人挤人的排队入场，至少我们可以对号入座，可以头直直的望着舞台！虽然看见的人头还是小了一点，但至少认真看还是看到他整个的身形，而不只是看着银幕而已。 等着等着，终于等到我快要实习完毕，终于等到了演唱会的这一天。为了这天，我们还一起做了功课，特地看了周杰伦以往的演唱会歌单，听了他好多的歌，也发现我们有好多歌都不常听，甚至有些根本没听过。。。哈哈 老实说，我自认自己不算是铁粉，我并不是像其他歌迷喜欢偶像那样喜欢他的全部，支持他所有的专辑，但我就是听着他的歌长大，知道他的很多歌，喜欢着他很多歌的词曲。大概就是，就算没有特别喜欢，听多几次就会唱的程度， 就算不会唱，至少大部分都听过。就是这种喜欢。哈哈 好了，说回演唱会。两个第一次付费看的演唱会的小妹，做的傻事也不少。Emily 明明跟我说过不要乱买周边商品的，入场会有免费的荧光棒。可是去到那里，就算知道是假的，我们还是花了不少钱买了好几样当纪念。早知道假的荧光棒进去用不着，花的钱再贴多一点点我就买得到那超酷的荧光棒了！算了，第一次，就原谅自己吧。下次不能再傻了，要买就买真的！ 好啦，这次真的说重点了！突然不知道要怎么说起了。 ...