Disappointed...

I feel like crying.....but I cant...
I have been waiting for 1 year, just because of my dear friends...
Finally, the day has come....I am so happy.


I thought although they said I cant go anywhere again, but I will still show my determination to them......
But for now, nothing....nothing else.....no more hope, the wish that I have made for this year will not become true....
:'(

For many people, a gathering is just a simple thing, is not really important...but for me, it means a lot, a lot.....
I could only see my old friends once a year (not including those who still study at the same school of mine)

Now, they decided to postpone the gathering, I cant attend the gathering due to some reasons....
I know I cannot be a selfish person, so....

 all i can do is just hope my dear friends will enjoy themselves.....=)