My Secret Story...

哇!!!! 365天就这样过去了...  今年的我, 过得还蛮充实的. 我做了好多以前都没做的事情.... 今年, 我参加了越野赛跑, 参加了我从来没想过我会参加的校内乒乓比赛, 参与了sukaneka, 当着大家的面前唱歌, 参加了English drama competition, 还甩了人家一巴掌(是剧情需要啦, 我很斯文的 =D ), 跟同学一起在家庭日的时候办了鬼屋, 还办了很多庆祝会!!!! 我甚至乖乖地出席每个星期的课外活动, 我从中一到中四都是偷懒没去课外活动的...哈哈....不只是这样, 我还办了我人生中第一次的生日会, 也参加了人生中就只有一次的毕业晚会. 当然, 还有很多很多事情啦...... 最重要的是, 我完成了今年最艰难的任务!!!!!! 没有别的, 就是SPM!!!!!! 这两年的苦读, 总算没有白费啦!!! =D 所以, 我新一年的愿望, 一定是希望SPM可以得到好成绩啊!!! 我今年做了很多需要很多勇气的事, 告白也有, 比赛也有, 甚至是举办生日会, 我也用了很多勇气... 至少我没有遗憾吧.....我让自己喜欢的人知道自己的心意, 就算到最后, 我还是没有办法亲口把话说出来, 但他还是知道了. 他也让我实现了我一直以来的愿望.... 我也认识了很多很好的朋友们, 还跟他们拍了好多好多照片, 让我的中学生活可以作个纪念. =)  不仅如此. 我还做了很多很白痴, 很愚蠢的事情, 这些事情, 也只有我的家人和朋友才能忍受... 虽然我老是糊里糊涂, 但我还是很清楚我身边的人对我很好.  有时候我觉得自己很傻, 但其实我知道是自己在装傻; 而有时觉得自己很了解状况, 但我自己根本就不在状况内....所以, 我还是不要想太多会比较好!! 明天就是明年了....时间真的过得太快了.... 我希望在新的一年里, 我可以找到我的目标. 往目标前进!!!!! 我要瘦下来, 也要好好进修我的英文才行!!!!! =D  我也希望自己能过得幸福, 快乐....毕竟从明年开始, 有人会从我的生活中缺席, 也会有新的人出现, 我会慢慢习惯那个人不在我的眼前的日子吧...应该会吧..... 不管以后会怎样, 我希望我和我身边的人都能过得幸福快乐...... 我们一起加油吧!!!!! 我会很...

我的英文烂, 五年前太烂了, 五年后还是一样烂...... 太丢脸了!!!! 我只是一时写错而已啊!!!!!!!! 我的天啊!!!! 我的英文为什么会那么烂啊???? 我来不及改正啦!!!! 丢脸死了!!!!!

I am writing my story again, My secondary life.......Is hard to remind myself about the things happened past few years, but I think I will remember them one by one soon, then I shall count the names appeared in my story, you might be one of the main characters in my story too!!!!! =D But I am not that stupid to write here, I will write elsewhere... hahaha......Okay, I am getting crazy.....LOL Recently, there is something weird happening around. Straight to the point, I hate cheaters, especially those who cheat people for money, Old People.....!@#$$%^&*  And now, can anyone tell me how to deal with these brainless people.....this piss me off and I really hate the feeling!!!!! Cheaters AWAY!!!!!!!! I must forget this...I dont want to waste the space in my brain to remember this stupid thing...... urgh......

Say Hi to my brand new Layout!!!! It took me an hour to change it!! It was a hard decision you know!!! I love the previous one so much, especially the background!!! I love beach!!!! ^.^ Anyway, I think now is the best time to change my blog template!!! To refresh my emo Blog...LOL (I no emo all day long right???) Don't you think my blog look brighter now?? I am proud with my masterpiece!!!! =D  (Nah.... I know I didnt change my blog a lot...but I am happy with it) I hope everything will be fine and smooth next year.... Is 2012!!!!! o.O We should not think to much...Haha... We will have a bright future!!!! =D We are all grown ups now!!! People are going to find part time jobs, going to college, having their brand new start next year, and I am going to form 6 too....Form 6 is not that bad right??At least I can save more money for uni and I have enough time to think of my future, I guess....Ahh....I shall finish my plan one by one first.... No matter what, I will face the realit...

This is a long story....where should I start??? Lets make it a summary then..... Just went back to home from hospital yesterday. I was admitted to the hospital for three days because of the dengue fever. The fever started last friday, I thought I just caught a cold and not that serious, and I thought I would be better after a few days, But it was not that easy as I thought, I had fever for days and sore throat at the same time. I felt dizzy and uncomfortable all day long. Finally, I went to see the doctor. The doctor said I should take a blood test at the hospital for my own good. The next day, I took my blood test and my white blood cells were extremely low. Which means: I need to admit to the hospital. It sounded scary, really scary. I dont want to go to the hospital, and now you asked me to admit?? Come on!! But I had no choice, who ask me to be so weak and useless??? Sigh.... Then, I stayed in the hospital for three days. In these three days, something is proven... I am 17 year...

I dont know why am I posting this, but I think maybe is because I want to post something to let you know.... Yesterday was an awesome night!!! It was far better than I thought. And of course I took a lot of pictures!!! (Y) When I first saw you in the prom, I thought of something......I should take a picture with you and other ex-classmates since yesterday was officially the last night of our secondary life. Anyway, there was a problem: I knew that others will be okay to take picture with me, but I was afraid that you wont agree...As you know, although we didnt talk to each other at school, but a lot of things happened in these past few years. So, I hesitated, then Jeannie ask you to take a picture with her, and she asked me too. I hoped you wont feel awkward since Jeannie was there. =) Then, I was shocked when you sent me the message to apologize. And it was quite scary because I thought I did something wrong that makes you angry.....again....Haha..... Well, I said Is okay........

今天, 是还书的日子. 我走进校门口, 朋友刚好也到了学校. 见到好久不见的朋友, 心里很高兴. 我想, 他们应该也很高兴吧. 毕竟他们刚从毕业旅行回来, 不开心才怪呢....哈哈 见到他们, 至少可以让我把一整个星期的阴霾散去不少. 听着他们告诉我去langkawi的事情, 有点羡慕, 也有点向往, 不过我觉得还好啦!! 真的!!! =) 我这群超级无敌有义气的朋友, 前几天在Langkawi 打电话给我, 我已经觉得很不好意思了. 没想到, 她们竟然真的买了礼物给我, 害我有点受宠若惊呢....不过....... 知道这是什么吗???? 蔚仪说, 这是纸包鸡... 而你知道吗???  要不是她们说这是易碎品, 我真的相信这是纸包鸡...=.= 很好笑吧??? 不好笑也要笑!!!  =) 然而, 她们送我的, 其实是...... 贝壳风铃!!!!! 很漂亮吧!!! 我超爱的!!!! =D 我超喜欢贝壳的!!!  我真的很感动哦.... 现在的我, 只希望一切事情都可以很顺利, 不要再让我心烦了啦!!!! 很乱啊!!!! 我要很快乐地度过我的假期!!!! 快乐地做我喜欢的事情!!!!! =)

Should I buy a new dress for the prom??? Or just wear the old one???? Is this the right decision?? I feel wrong because I think I am wasting my parents' money. But this is once in a life time, I mean this is the only prom for secondary life. The prom is just like a full stop for my secondary life, sounds important right??? Well, Maybe I should not think too much. Maybe I could find a more suitable dress compared to my old one. I need to find something that matches myself. Is too hard to burn the fats on my arms in 4 days unless I am insane.... And of course I am Not!!!! LOL I want to take nice pictures for the prom....So, I need to look better...which means....Burn Fats....Maybe I should not mention the word "fat", I should say I must look Thinner than now!!! =D I will see later, who knows I can find my dress, who knows I think the old one is better....who knows??? =)

我放弃, 是因为逼不得已...我是多么的想去, 但就是不可以....就算机会摆在我的面前, 我就是没办法去..... 一定会有下一次的, 对吧???? 再举办一次, 可以吗?? 如果是星期天, 我想尽任何方法都会去的!!!! 我一定可以去的!!!! 我真的很想去啦!!!!! 我真的很想念我的朋友啦............

今天, 是我忙了一整个月后, 第一天的假期. 不过, 我并没有真正地让自己好好地放假休息, 因为我要整理我的书橱, 花了一整天的时间去整理, 才发现我真的有好多书没放好, 而且到处都有我的书的踪影, 太夸张了吧!! 不过, 当我在清理的时候, 才发现, 我真的舍不得把那些书本丢掉, 或者转让给别人... 以前, 我总是以为, 对于高中生活, 我不会有太多留恋, 但其实并不是这样的, 我真的很舍不得, 感觉好像只要我把那些书本丢掉, 就好像要丢掉我的回忆一样, 很夸张吧?? 哈哈... 至于我到底舍不得什么, 我想不用我说, 都会有人明白吧!!! (不要想太多哦!!) 我决定了!! 我会把一切记录下来, 那就不怕我会忘记啦!! =) 怎么办?? 我现在又有点想哭的感觉.....去年是这样, 今年也是这样吗?? 我还是一个人, 中学朋友去游玩, 小学朋友去gathering, 而我呢?? 却只能一个人留在自己的天空里, 独自发呆....这也太可悲了吧!! 去 langkawi 的事, 我早就放弃了.....可是, 去gathering 的事, 我还是抱着希望的!!! 可是为什么是星期五呢?? 我没人载耶!!! 如果是星期天, 我至少还有人载, 我还能说服我妈啊!!! 我还是能去的!! 可是为什么是星期五?? 为什么??? 这样的结果, 对我太残忍了吧?? 我现在只能希望, 我能参加这次的gathering, 我等了一年了耶, 都快要像长颈鹿了. 不要在让我一个人躲起来哭了, 好吗?? 老天爷!! 请实现我的愿望吧!! 告诉我, 我不是一个人, 对吧??? 我不要再一个人了..... 今年是我最幸运的一年, 所以我的愿望会实现的, 对吧?? p.s     不过, 现在想一想, 一个人也可以做很多事情, 不是吗??  =) (我还是很想去gathering的!!!)

SPM IS OVERRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! OVERRRRRR!!!!! REALLY OVER!!!!!!! =D I AM SOOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPYYYYY!!!!! =D After one month of hard work (actually we only need to spend 10 days, but we took the whole month), everything is pay off!!!! Well, honestly, the papers were actually easier than I thought. But I think I screwed up my chinese essay... (I hope I did not......) Look at the Bright Side!!! I did my best!!! Is time for the Law of Attraction!!! I can get A for my Chinese!!!! =) And Tonight, I will have a good night sleep!!! 8 hours!!!!! (Y) This is awesome!!! Say Bye bye to Panda eyes and eyes bag!!! From now on, I need to plan something to do.... get my driving license, find a part time job, go for a trip, finish my cross stitch, clean up my bookshelf, burn the fats on my arms, ready for the prom or anything.....Oh yeah!!! The most important thing, Dramasssss!!!!! Although I feel free right now, I think I might get bored after a period of time. I think I never have holidays th...

今天... 不是!!! 应该是昨天了. 应该是最后一天了吧....以后都不能在这样了, 对吧?? 很想让自己找个借口哭, 但就是哭不出来....因为, 我好像并没有非哭不可的理由... 或许是因为我觉得这五年的时间, 我做的, 我等的, 我期待的, 我拥有的, 都已经够了. 也或许是因为, 我的直觉告诉我, 这并不是一个句点, 以后还是会再见的..... 也可能是因为, 我能够记住这些有的没的, 就已经很幸福了.....所以根本不需要哭.... 或许, 现在的我, 因为太累, 所以没力气去哭......或许, 等我想到这一切真的结束时, 感到心痛时, 可能, 眼泪就止不住了吧.... 我真的没有必要去逼自己觉得难过吧....我的心, 不知是这么的, 是满足的.... 如果说, 有人会看见我写的这些, 明白我想说的话, 那么那个人就会了解我现在的心情 , 让我觉得我有被记得的价值.....也让我证明了一些事情......一些我很想知道的事情..... 对了!!! 我很想知道他为什么会知道那是我啊??? 是他自我感觉过于良好吗??? 还是一些其他的原因呢????  算了吧!! 我想我是很难得到答案的.... 不管怎样, 我想我会记得最后一天我见到的一切吧.....应该会吧.....让它作为最后的纪念吧... 我会过得很幸福的....一定会幸福的...=) 以后再见到我的时候, 我会是比现在更好的人.....更快乐的人....=)

我怎么会犯下这样的错误!!!!! 我应该做容易的那题啊!!!!! 我干嘛要改变想法啊?????? 气死我了!!!! 我的天啊!!!!!! 老天爷!!! 我的physics 应该不会错很多吧......... 多希望有人可以安慰我, 给我勇气, 帮我加油....... 不管了啦!!!! 周紫慧!!! 加油!!!! physics 一定没问题的!!!你可以的!!!!! 接下来要做得更好才行.... 加油!!!!! =)

在这百年难得一见的日子, 我的毕业典礼就在今天. 穿上毕业服, 正式结束在中学的日子. (考试不算) 拍了很多相片, 不管是新同学, 旧同学, 熟的与不熟的, 我都拍....不过, 还少了一个人. 为什么会少一个人呢??? 因为我不想让别人觉得尴尬啊. 我也不想让其他人笑我傻, 我不要这样啦. 即使我知道我很有可能成功, 但是算了吧. 我不要让别人觉得不自在. 等我脸皮厚一点才说. 下个星期就考试了, 我在干嘛啊!!! 以为还有很多时间, 我现在才知道事态有对严重!!! 要把书读完才行!!!! 刚刚在11.11 am 许了愿望, SPM 一定能成功考到好成绩的!!! 加油!! =D

I AM GETTING STRAIGHT A'S FOR SPM!!!!!!  WATCH ME!!!!! I WILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE MY WISH BECOMES TRUE!!!!  I CAN DO IT!!!!! =D

Two more weeks....I will be graduating T.T.....And I will face the most stressful exam in my life, SPM!!!!!!!!!!!!  (maybe is not as stressful as i thought, but still.....) I know I supposed to study very hard now, but I just cant concentrate...Maybe I am "Over"- confident.....cheh.. I know i repeated the same thing again and again...that is I need to be concentrate and should not online that much, but i online almost everyday in this week....ish I wasted the whole week of holiday!!!!!! but i think i did some revision....I guess...( I feel guilty...haha) And for the next two weeks, I need to finish all those science subjects and sejarah....I wonder how i got an A for sejarah for the trials....=.= Oh yeah!!! My english essays......I hope i can at least can an A for that.....I need to find 5 idioms for my essays....(Anyone!!! pls give me some tips to write a better essay or some idioms which are often used in essays)  Fingers crossed..... I need to RUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ...

我知道我许了好多好多的愿望.....不过这次我是真的真的很希望这个愿望能够一直实现下去... 我希望我妈妈能一直快乐, 我希望我爸爸能够告诉我他的想法.... 我希望我爸妈能够幸福, 能够永远快乐, 忘掉不开心的一切.....这就是我最想要的.... 只要我爸爸妈妈幸福, 我也会很幸福的... 我要他们快乐....

SPM is approaching, I study almost everyday, and yet I become more and more emotional day by day...without any reason.... I go to school everyday even though I know there is nothing for me to do at school (except for doing some revision and exercises). My friends are "forced" to accompany me to go school everyday, I feel sorry for that... I should not be that selfish and greedy, but I just want to spend more time in school... thats all.... I just made a decision for myself yesterday, I thought i did the right thing, and I will try to follow the "decision" i made. And guess what, everything went wrong today. I regretted that I made this kind of stupid decision, making myself more emo and i felt like crying....ish....Lemon taste sour right?? I felt exactly like a lemon...=.= I was distracted by the same thing again.....=(  Slap face*... I should be concentrating on my studies... I know I very "obvious"  when I am emo, I just cant hide my face and expre...

一年多内写了那么多东西, 真的有够夸张的!!! haha.....这次就写我最宝贝的事情吧!! =D 昨天, 我去看了一些小学朋友的照片, 才发现原来我还蛮想念他们的. 虽然从小学毕业了五年, 现在很快又要中学毕业了, 但是我从来没有忘记我小学的同学. 我以为我已经把那些记忆放在心里深处的地方, 不会一直去想. 但事实上我还是会一直去想, 一直感叹大家好像很难再回到过去了. 我以前一直单纯地以为就算以后毕业了, 大家还是能够常常见面. 但现实告诉我, 这是一件不容易的事. 每个人都有自己需要去忙, 去努力的事情, 我也不例外. 不过幸好, 我们班每一年都会有聚会, 不至于没有见到面. 每次见面, 我们都还能有说有笑, 这或许证明了旧同学之间, 六年感情, 不是白交的. =)  我还是很希望, 我们班, 总有一天, 所有人都到齐的. 我知道, 有些人可能会忘记跟旧同学的交情, 但是我不会. 因为小学的记忆, 是没有人能取代的, 我还是很想念我念小学的时候. 我还是把他们当作我很好的朋友. 当然, 中学的记忆和朋友也很重要. 他们是我重新适应中学生活, 很重要的一部分. 我有一群很好的朋友, 同学. 虽然我老是糊里糊涂, 但是我的朋友都很照顾我. 我真的很幸运!!! 更幸运的是, 我有六个好姐妹, 其中一个认识了五年, 是最好的朋友, 我看差不多整个中五都知道她是我的好朋友吧. haha..... 这些朋友带来的记忆, 我也从来没忘记过... 快要毕业了, 我真的很怕所有的事情, 所有的情谊会有所改变, 我真的很怕...我更怕我会慢慢忘掉这一切, 慢慢忘记这11年最重要的记忆, 我真的不敢去想...我不想忘记我最在乎的事情, 我最在乎的人...小学毕业5年, 我还能记得以前的事情, 现在中学毕业, 我是不是在5年后, 还能记得清清楚楚呢??? 那11年的记忆, 在11年后还会依然清晰吗??? 我不懂, 也不知道会怎样.... 不过, 我很清楚, 不管是小学朋友, 还是中学的朋友, 我都很喜欢. 这是没有办法改变的事实!!!! 我依然还是傻傻的周紫慧, 不管别人怎么想, 我就是我!!!! =D 我会为了我最在乎的事情而加油的!! p.s   现在开始, 接下来的一个月, 真的要好好加油, 做最后的冲刺!!!! 为了我...

今天跟平时没什么不同, 我依然自己制造着属于自己的回忆. 只不过, 我好像知道尴尬的感觉是怎样了. 可能又是我想太多吧...不过那种感觉真的很怪, 真的好怪.... 应该只有我一个人这样觉得吧. 没事有什么好尴尬的啊....真是的... 还有一个月去冲刺的时间, 我不要垫底啦!!! 所以我很努力的加油!!!!! =D 凭我的实力去做得更好!! 我的英文也真的有够烂的, but I still want my Cambridge cert!!!! lol... 是时候练习练习一下了!! 还有另外一个月, 就要专心考试了. 也就是说我现在要珍惜和朋友相处的时间, 也要珍惜我能继续我的习惯的时间. 我真的很舍不得, 非常舍不得...  我真的很怕以后都不能再像现在一样, 做着自己每天最期待的事情, 最轻松的事情, 最喜欢的事情. 所以我才那么想去学校嘛!!! 一点也不了解我的苦心....算了啦.. 大家一起加油吧!!! =)

三公分阳光   三公分空气 堵在眼前像一面玻璃 挡住了你表情   剩下只有脚印 一直向前走   走不完距离 一直向后退不出回忆 很高兴有心事   帮我困住自己 你头发上淡淡青草香气   变成了风才能和我相遇 你的目光   蒸发成云 再下成雨   我才能够靠近 感谢我不可以   住进你的眼睛 所以才能拥抱你的背影 有再多的遗憾   用来牢牢记住     不完美的所有美丽 感谢我不可以   拥抱你的背影 所以才能变成你的背影 躲在安静角落   不用你回头看     不用珍惜 我怀里所有温暖的空气   变成风也不敢和你相遇 我的心事   蒸发成云 再下成雨   也舍不得淋湿你 感谢我不可以   拥抱你的背影 所以才能变成你的背影 躲在安静角落   如果你回头看 不用在意 背影- 林宥嘉 我真的超喜欢这首歌的, 很好听哦!!!! =)

Head bangs wall!!! x10000 I could not believe that I did the same stupid thing again and again....... I should bet with my brain and not my luck!!!! I felt like finding a hole or something to hide myself ...... Head bangs wall!!! x1000000 I was so blur for the whole morning, kept thinking that I got B for English.  But I actually got an A. Whats the point I want to bang wall??? Sigh... Head bangs wall!!! x1000000000000000 Afraid of what again??? I should have known this long long time ago...... I felt that I was so...... Speechless... Head bangs wall for the one last time!!!!! I am hoping something at the same time and regretting something at the same time... I do not even know what I want!!!! This is serious.....=.= Well...Enough banging wall... Time to study!!!!! I dont want to be out of top ten, I want to maintain my results now and improve myself ....till SPM!!!! I should look at the Bright side...... and I should not think too much again!!! =)

今天, 我想祝我的一个朋友生日快乐!!!! =)  我知道我很长气, 不过还是想说多一次啦... 他这个人看起来静静的, 可是认识他的人都知道他一点也不静, 有时还会做出一些不像是他会的事情....就像我第一次跟他说话一样, LOL 我想他早就不记得了吧.. 认识他这么多年, 其中好像只有两年是好好相处的, 一个是四年级, 一个是两年前; 其他的, 不是吵架, 就是河水不犯井水. 所以, 上了中学5年, 我跟他说不上10句话. 如果当时我不那么幼稚去得罪人家, 现在不会这样够力了. 其实, 会发生了这么多事情, 都是我惹他的.....haha... 我明明知道他最讨厌就是人家亏他, 我却常常踩他的地雷, 做一些他最讨厌的事情. 别人都在称赞他的时候, 我就跟别人唱反调. 所以, 也难怪他会不爽啦. 但是, 如果我一直称赞他, 不是更怪吗?? 还有, 这也不能说全是我惹的啦, 小学最后两年他那么讨厌我, 我真的真的不知道为什么, 因为我也是受害者耶!!! 还有,他以前就老是和他的好朋友想要找出证据证明我喜欢谁, 结果都不用啦, 因为他们两个已经知道了. 我真的有够笨的...很容易被人看穿吧... 在他们两个面前, 我根本想找个洞钻进去.. 我到现在才发现, 原来这个人几乎什么都会, 几乎没有什么是他不会的. 在他面前, 真的让我觉得我真的什么都不会耶, 还有点自卑呢.... 我以前在他面前都不会承认这一点, 因为我觉得他会自我感觉良好的.... 不过也难怪他能这么有信心啦, 因为他真的是有实力的... 我想说, 其实他算是个好人啦. 我就当着他为了不要让我继续误会, 继续想太多, 所以对我说出有些伤人的话吧... 所以, 为了不要辜负他这一番"苦心", 我是不会想太多的!!!! =) 他就可以放心地庆祝生日吧!!! 好了, 不多说了, 他也未必会看到的..... 可是!!!! 如果你真的看到的话, 千万千万不要觉得有压力哦!!! 因为我没有别的意思啦, 或许还是有一点, 不过我是非常理智的. =) 现在想想, 你也没什么好的....(开玩笑的) 以你的实力, 要达到你的目标, 一点都不难... 所以, 你的愿望一定会实现的!!!! =D Happy Birthday!!! =)

好久好久都没一觉睡到天亮了, 真的太好了!!!! 虽然说每一年生日都过得很幸福, 但今年实在是太棒了!!! =) 不知道为什么, 一直想着自己是否在别人面前像个笨蛋一样, 也一直很好奇自己在别人眼中到底是一个怎样的人... 话说回来, 我很清楚自己是活在现实世界里, 所以我知道自己不能再幻想了... 我不能让自己变得太贪心, 我应该珍惜我拥有的东西... 所以, 我早就知道, 我不会收到任何的回复, 虽然还是会期待, 但我知道不会有任何改变. 我依然活在我的世界, 而另一个人也活在他的世界里面. 我的世界和他的世界从同一个世界, 变成现在两个世界, 因为我们的生活似乎没什么交界点, 唯一的共同点也只是旧同学而已. 所以, 认清现况是我唯一能做的事.... 我本来有好多好多话想要说, 可是最后还是事与愿违.我其实还有一大堆话还没说完. 不过我想, 我说了也是白说, 因为结果都是一样的. 我埋怨人家没有祝福我, 其实我自己也一样啊.... 不同的是, 我在乎, 可是别人才不会在乎呢. 因为我的祝福一点对他也不重要... 他期待的, 应该是另一个的祝福, 他应该很容易就会得到吧. 说我明显, 他的行动比我还明显呢... haha..... 现在的我, 还在犹豫要不要当面祝福他, 我不想让他觉得有压力耶...我看还是看运气会比较好吧......我要跟我的运气打赌....如果你明天看见我写的东西, 就算我运气好, 如果你没看到, 就算了吧....=) p.s   对了, 我还要谢谢一个人, 我的旧同学, 也是朋友, 如果不是他, 我的愿望就不会实现了.我从来就没有讨厌他, 虽然他整天对我做的事情看不顺眼, 不过我知道他只是关心而已.. 所以, 谢谢啦!!! =) 

Although I celebrated my birthday few days ago, but I need to mention something that is very Important!!!! My "real" Birthday is Today!! 929 ....LOL Its okay if you wished me before that, but I prefer people wish me by today!! Haha... Well, just like what I said, I celebrated my Birthday with a small party at my house....It was Awesome!!!! (no more phobia...) =D Jeannie, Emily, Wei Yi, May Yi, Zhi Chin and Jin Wen came to celebrate with me....Not to forget, my Mom and Dad prepared everything for me... <3  (They prepared my favourite food!!!!)  I asked them to bring their photos when they were babies....They are so CUTE!!!!! Especially Zhi Chin, damn yeng when she was a little girl....haha....We watched our old old kindergarten videos and we laughed like crazy... Can you imagine that Tan Yun was so excited when he was singing and shake his butt "vigorously" when he was dancing....Wern Jian was so brave to give a speech about the dog and the roosters LOL Emily ...

I am so happy today!!! Everything went on right!!! And we had fun watching the old old videos, talking crap, eating a lot and playing card and mahjong LOL I am really happy!!! SERIOUSLY!! We took a lot of pictures together and I enjoyed myself.....( I hope you guys too) =D I really LOVE the presents!!!! the teddys, the hourglass and the phone strap, they are awesome and beautiful!!! Not to forget the fruit basket (thanks to Emily's mom)!! and the jelly made by Wei Yi!! Haha.. Is it to obvious that I showed myself to my friends that I love Teddys?? LOL And the most important thing!!! Thank you MOMMY AND DADDY for all you have done for me!!! Love YOU!!!!! Well... I made my wishes too fast.... I hope my wishes will become true...especially the last one.....=) p.s  More details for the next post!!! Stay tuned....=)

终于决定办个小型的生日会, 虽然只有五六个人, 但是我已经鼓起很大的勇气了!!! 希望一切会顺利吧!!! 知足常乐嘛....=) 反正之前在朋友家, 几个人也玩得开心啊.....=D 话虽这么说, 但我还是有我最想要的礼物的... 它不是什么贵重的礼物, 是一句生日快乐....这个礼物虽然看来很简单, 但是要得到其实并不容易... 因为我想要听的, 是某个人对我说的生日快乐.... 要从那个人口中听到这句话, 根本就是几乎不可能的事, 可是我还是希望奇迹会出现, 让我能记住他的声音.....或许有些人会觉得我傻, 觉得我很烦人, 可是我还是很想听见他的祝福... 认识一个人那么久, 却从来没有听见那个人对我说过生日快乐, 就连陌生人都会祝福我, 就连不熟的人都会祝福我, 他就是不会..... 我跟他会变成这样, 是我一手造成的, 我不能怪任何人, 只能说, 是我太贪心了...做得太多,反而失去更多...所以现在, 我只想听见他对我说生日快乐, 我并不期望他会亲口说, 但是留言总可以吧, 匿名也好.... 我知道他怕我会烦他, 但是现在的我并没有这样做, 不是吗?? 现在剩下不到两个月的时间了, 之后我们就毕业了, 以后应该就很难再碰面了吧, 我也会从他的视线和记忆中消失的.... 我这小小的愿望, 可以实现吗??? 就当着是对一个旧同学的祝福, 可以吗??

我不知道, 为什么我是那么地矛盾, 又犹豫不决......我真的不知道... 我不知道, 为什么下雨的时候, 我明明知道不会有人在乎, 却又希望有人会担心我会不会被雨过淋湿.. 我不知道为什么, 我明明知道有人从来就不会把我放在眼里, 我却希望有人能够多看看在他身后等待的人.... 我不知道,为什么我明明已经走开了, 却还是忍不住回头看看... 我不知道, 为什么我已经很忙了, 却有那么多余的时间去想一些有的没的... 我不知道, 为什么每次跟朋友出去, 或是参加比赛, 我都会有想要临阵退缩的感觉... 我不知道为什么, 我妈已经破天荒地让我办生日会, 我应该高兴才对, 可是现在的我, 竟然在怕... 我不知道我在担心些什么, 是怕我会搞砸一切吗?? 还是怕希望越大, 失望越大呢??? 我不知道我要的是什么, 我也不知道我还能做些什么..... 我更不知道我还能期待些什么.....

认识我的人都知道, 我很喜欢庆祝生日( 他们会知道也是因为我的目的还蛮明显的 =D)...所以, 每一年我都很开心的度过我的生日啊... 我还曾经想过, 我今年的生日回怎么过呢?? 办一个生日会, 一群家人, 整班朋友帮我庆祝, 送我礼物; 那个人会记得我的生日, 跟我说声生日快乐, 幸福地过着这美好的一天..... 当然我很清楚, 什么惊喜的生日派对, 是不可能的, 因为那只是我的幻想而已.....事实上, 我只是希望朋友记得我的生日, 跟我说声生日快乐就行了, 而我只要开开心心, 轻轻松松, 没有压力地过完我的生日就很满足了..... 可是, 却有一件事情破坏了我这小小的愿望!!!! 真的很可恶!!! Physics paper 好延迟不延迟, 偏偏延迟到我生日的那天!!!! 虽然那天算是考试的最后一天, 我就是不爽!!!! 我最讨厌压力了, 还要在那天有压力, 真的很不爽!!!!! 更不用妄想别人会记得我的生日!!! 算了啦, 为了考试, 有什么办法, 至少那天是考试的最后一天, 之后我就可以放自己一天假!!! =) 不对, 是半天而已.....所以, 为了对得起自己花掉的半天时间, 我一定要考到好成绩!!!!!!! 不管怎样, 我都要开心地过我的生日, 一定要!!!!! =D

Hehe....Obviously....This post is specially dedicated to an awesome Friend and blog reader.......=) MAY YI~~~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!  =D You are getting older, haha.....(just joking...you are still pretty as usual...^.^) Still remember the first time we met each other?? Haha, I got no idea...But I remembered we(me, you and wei yi)  talked to each other when we were waiting at the dewan to go back our class. And I always call you " 忍者" because you had a paper with the word '忍', haha.....not to forget, you read books every time i saw you in dewan, thats why my first impression of you is: She is a pro!! hehe... Then, we went into the same class, 3 Eta. We were not that close that time, because we were in different 'gang'....lol But I always kacau you guys when I was alone and you cant do your homework because I talked a lot...Btw, that time I thought you were a smart and quiet person(before you show your true characters).... And Finally, we went into the ...

I know now is not the right time to be emotional and unhappy, but I'm still emo because of the "interview". Maybe the "interview" is just an excuse, but the interview became a mirror that reflects myself, showing me that I cant speak well and express my opinions. And I dont know what i want, what is my ambition and my dream now. At first, my dream is to own a business, sell teddy bears and present I like, or own a bakery. I want take business administration and management as the course when i am going to college or university. But, the truth is, I know nothing about the course I choose. When i was doing the interview, I cant even answer a simple question, or why I deserve to get a scholarship, I just dont know.....I was blur and speechless, because i cant express myself appropriately in words, but fortunately the senior is a friendly person.  Maybe i shall start to think about my future again, train myself again to speak well, learn more vocabulary... Next tim...

我说过, 我是一个很容易开心一整天的人, 但其实, 我也可以为了一件小事而耿耿于怀一整天的人...这样极端的心态, 在这十年来, 一直存在着... 有时, 在我很开心的时候, 转个身, 就会出现一些让我很在意的事情. 我很努力地让自己不去想, 可是我就是这样矛盾, 天秤座的人好像就是这样的吧.... 为什么要跟自己过不去呢??? 说过上百遍的不要去在乎, 却还是因为一些别人根本不会放在眼里的事情感到难过, 何苦呢?? 所以, 离开我的视线范围, 让我好过一点吧!!!!!! 至少现在不要出现, 让我分心.... 我累了, 想累了, 我光是读书, 就要了我的命了, 所以, 我只是情绪化了一下下....我等一下还要写作文, 做作业的耶, 哪来那么多时间烦啊......  p.s    我很忙, 真的很忙, 电脑真的是毒药耶, 这样下去不行啦, 我还有很多书等着我呢, 所以, 这段时间, 我一个星期只开一次, 考试的时候就完全不开了啦!!! 真是的......

This post is specially dedicated to.... 10 AUGUST Birthday Girl!!!! What a Big Day for MY BEST BEST BEST FRIEND, SIEW WEI YI!!!!! =D Wei Yi and Me....we took this during koku....syok sendiri sangat =D Hmm...I wonder where should I start with my story.....haha I've known you since Form 1, we were in the same class and I was just in front of you. =) My first impression  of you : A quiet girl with short curly hair (sotong). But You are not a quiet person!! You can talk A Lot!!!! haha I remembered that I talked to you first, and you were very friendly too....then later we become good friends (Y) =D  Ooh I remembered a random thing, we forced you to keep your hair and tie it up and you refused to do it...... haha (thanks to us, your hair is straight and long now) Then, 2 Sigma, 4 Sigma and now 5 Sigma..... We have been in the same class for 4 years and we can say that we are totally SIGMARIANS.....lol Even though we went to different classes when we were in form 3( you in 3...

爱你, 不是因为你的美和影 我越来越爱你,     每个眼神触动我的心 因为你让我看见forever      才了解自己, 未来这些日子     要好好珍惜 爱我, 有些痛苦有些不公平 如果真的爱我       不是理所当然的决定 感到你的呼吸在我耳边       像微风深情 温柔的安抚,       我的不安定 所以我要       每年研究你的笑容 Wo~~    多么自然 Forever love forever love 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你 从今以后,      你会是所有 幸福的理由 Forever Love --王力宏 以前, 我觉得这首歌很好听, 当然, 现在也是一样啦... 不同的是, 现在的我, 听到这首歌, 就有种想要哭出来的感觉....可能是因为我明白了这首歌的意义吧.....

要开心其实很简单, 只是看个人的想法而已.....我呢, 笑点其实还蛮低的, 也很容易满足... 小时候, 就算只是跟同学追逐, 打闹, 我都会觉得很开心..... 别人想要逗我笑也很容易,  一则冷笑话,一个小动作, 一个笑容, 一句话, 甚至一些芝麻绿豆的小事,  我就开心一整天了....当然着也要看是谁这样做啦..=) 曾经就有一个人, 他只是用了两个水瓶, 一个eraser, 一支highlighter, 就能把我逗笑了...哈哈... 不过, 我想, 这件事, 别人都应该不记得了吧....(可见我的记忆力有多强咯) 其实, 我想说的是, 人一天一天地长大, 开心的时间也越来越少, 可能是因为烦恼增加了, 才会这样的.....我也是这样啊.....不过不同的是, 我的笑点真的很低.....所以, 要开心并不难.....(废话也能让我笑出来哦) 我真的真的很希望我的朋友看见我时, 脸上能挂着笑容, 即使是一下下, 我也满足了......因为, 至少我知道, 你们把我当成朋友, 是一个能让人开心的朋友......=D

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!! Bring It On!!!!!! ADD MATHS!!! I WILL BEAT YOU DOWN!!! Watch me!!! p.s   August month will be my hardworking month, facebook shoooo.....NO MORE PROCRASTINATING........        As for Trials and SPM.....Go ZI HUEY!!!! =)

今天, 天空好像一个装满水的桶被打翻一样, 毫无预警地下了一场大雨. 原本以为早一点到学校, 应该有机会看人打篮球, 但是天公不作美, 我有什么办法呢??? 想一想, 听说今天是最后一次的课外活动, 如果是以前的我. 肯定会说: 关我什么事??  但是这次不一样, 我有点舍不得, 不管是什么原因都好, 我就是舍不得....舍不得那段跟朋友一起玩球的时间, 一起做一些连我自己也没想到会做的事情, 还有, 舍不得那段静静看人打球的时间.... 直到昨天, 我才发现, 原来我能静静地看人打球, 也只有在课外活动的时间而已....换句话说, 今天可能是最后一次了..... 我不要!!!!!!!! 我不想就这样了!!!!! 回到正题.....今天, 我就像平常一样, 一样找到我要找的人, 一样跟我的朋友打乒乓, 一样看着人打球(虽然没机会打篮球, 打羽毛球也不错)  而这样的习惯, 也是最后一次了吗??  不管怎样, 我并没如愿地好好把握这次机会, 因为我都在忙着打球....(我真的进步很多哦!!)  不过, 最后我还是成功啦, 因为就近在眼前嘛.....而我还一直耍白痴.......丢脸耶.... 不过, 说真的, 我想好好记住我看人打球的每一分, 每一秒, 因为以后, 应该很少有机会了吧.....回忆永远是最美好的, 不是吗?? =) p.s   不知道为什么, 我的声量一直没有办法控制, 每次一激动或一时聊到某个话题, 我的声量就会无限放大, 我很苦恼耶.....难怪他会说我像卖菜婆....=(  我一定要控制自己, 至少我在说话时, 不相关的人不会听到 ..... 是的, 我会很努力改掉这坏习惯的, 就像我改掉我走路拖地的习惯一样....=)

被人喜欢的感觉是怎样的呢??? 好好奇哦...会是幸福, 还是烦恼呢??? 我不知道, 因为我可能只有喜欢别人的份吧, 哈哈!!! Hey!! 开什么玩笑, 我可是很专心地在念书耶....=) 不过, 有一点, 我不能说被人喜欢到底幸不幸福, 但是当你真正喜欢一个人的时候, 不管他对你怎样, 只要你还喜欢他, 你就会觉得幸福....当然, 这也不是必然的, 就看自己怎么想咯. 这几年来, 我一直坚持自己的信念, 一直认为我是幸福的, 从以前到现在都没改变过. 我想, 我会这样直到我毕业的那天吧, 因为我的依靠不会再是我的依靠了.... 我想像湘琴一样, 勇往直前, 追求自己想要的幸福......不过, 我会先专心读书, 不会让这些事情影响我的, 我也没那么容易被影响啦.....=D 我可是一个理智的人耶!!!! 不过, 幸福, 总是让人无法抗拒, 不是吗??? =)

我这个超级乒乓白痴, 竟然跑去参加liga, 我一定是疯了... 算了, 我被那个vice president 骗去参加了single 和 women doubles. 与其说我自取其辱, 倒不如说我勇气可嘉, 因为我明知道自己输定了, 却还是希望奇迹会出现..... 结果呢?? 我连输三场, 还害美仪输了, 真的非常抱歉, 我真的尽力了!! 我昨天还不停地练习, 可是到了现场, 我还是紧张到一直出错, 白费了我一整晚的练习. 但是, 我也算对得起自己了, 因为我有进步了一点点啊!!! =D 我还帮人家当评审呢!!! 其实今天也过得不错, 因为我超爱看我的朋友打球, 帮他们打气, 总觉得只要自己是观众, 比赛就会很好看, 很刺激, 而如果自己也在比赛的话, 一切都会变得无趣....事实也证明,我真的输了.....反正我输得起, 我可是有运动家的精神耶!!! 下次我一定会做得更好, 一定会!!! 今天, 我也跟自己的心打了一场仗, 在自相矛盾的情况下, 控制自己, 掩饰自己....周紫慧, 你做得非常好, 你成功了!!! 成功将自己的心变得坚强, 也让自己努力地面对现实.... p.s     细节我就不多说了, 因为会显得自己很脆弱, 我不想再去想了......想知道我的心情, 去听我之前post 的那首歌词的歌吧.... 林宥嘉的歌, 真的太适合我了......=)

我爱的人   不是我的爱人 他心里每一寸   都属于另一个人 他真幸福   幸福得真残忍 让我又爱又恨   他的爱怎么那么深   我爱的人   他已有了爱人 从他们的眼神   说明了我不可能 每当听见   他和她说我们 就像听见爱情  永恒得超小声 每当听见   他和她说我们 就像听见爱情永恒得超...小...声... 我爱的人---林宥嘉

Happy Birthday!! My best friend Shum Ying Lin (without doubt, i write your real name on purpose)!!  =D Lets introduce this cute little girl to everyone who read my blog, we shall call her Emily as well......haha..... Me and Emily....during Eng Hong's farewell party... She is pretty, nice, smart, friendly, THIN, cute, funny, ganas and of course SS!!! haha For everyone information, She is a very very very very nice person!!! She actually broke the record of being one of my best friends in 2 years time. And why this happened?? Because she is a good listener and she keeps secrets...(ignore the part she told others about my secret which is not my secret anymore) LOL She cares about her friends feeling although she is the one who got hurt by people. Well, thats why people like her so much.....hmmmm She gets high easily and no one could beat her voice when she is laughing, no one can stop us when we syok sendiri together, especially when we talk about something funny....hahaha Yo...

Awesome possum!!!! We made it!!!!!! Although the whole process of making a haunted house was hard and tough, we quarreled and argued, but in the end......Team work make things work =D ( thats my opinion, quite weird right?? haha....) They started planning the whole thing before exams, Han Ming and Thana were so enthusiastic to make sure that the plan works.....At first, we thought that the guys were just planning for fun because they never make things right ( NEVER!!!), and all ended with disappointment every time.....And the main point, We Don't Trust Them!! that's it... But I changed my thoughts because i never see Han Ming so serious before, haha....so, I decided to give them moral support only...haha.....But since I'm a good friend and classmate (dont laugh!!! XD), I helped them to decorate the haunted house.....lol.....and Of course, we did it together!!! not alone...=) I even helped Emily and Han Ming to collect cardboard and buy the things needed under the hot su...

跟我说声谢谢, 可以吗??? 我好想听一下....

今天, 我好想好想帮一个人加油, 虽然我知道他不会在乎, 而我的鼓励, 对他来说, 也可能是毫无意义......但是帮一个人加油不是罪吧...... 或许有些人会认为我又发花痴, 还是什么之类的, 但是在这里默默支持, 应该不会是大问题吧..... 可以帮某人加油, 是一件很幸福的事, 或许我这样的行为会令人误解我的目的, 但我是真心的为他加油, 并没有要任何回报, 是真的....... 请允许我帮他加油吧..... 这早就成为我的习惯了, 从以前到现在都是一样的, 只是我从来没告诉别人, 静悄悄的支持而已....... 比赛加油!!!! 你一定可以赢的, 我相信你一定可以的 ..... 因为你是你, 所以我相信!!   =)

当我不再逃跑的时候, 就是我开始面对的时候... 当我能笑着面对一切的时候, 就是我开始放下的时候.... 所以我会很努力的向前走, 不会再留恋了....

我的声音在笑, 泪在飙, 电话那头的你可知道, 世界若是那么大, 为何我要忘你, 无处逃~~ 我的声音在笑, 泪在飙, 电话那头的你可知道~~ 世界若是那么小, 为何我的真心....你听不到~~~

我到底做错了什么, 在我的印象当中, 我从来就没有得罪你啊, 也没有当众说你的坏话, 更加没有没事就烦你,伤害你, 那你为什么这样对我??? 我从来没有想过原来你知道我的blog 的存在, 更没想到你会这样对我... 这是我的blog, 我有我写东西的自由, 你也有你发表的自由, 我没有理由阻止你做些什么, 但是, 你没有必要让我在你的朋友面前难堪吧??? 我写的东西, 可以是我的看法, 也可以是我的故事, 就算里头有人物在, 我并没有指名道姓, 所以你也不用对号入座啊,你凭什么说我写的就是你所认为的那个人啊...... 我知道当我选择把我的故事写在这里, 迟早会让别人知道的, 但我并不需要你的"帮忙"....我知道我很笨, 也知道我很白痴....如果你的目的是要让我难堪, 那恭喜你,你成功了!!!!   你知道吗?? 你有你喜欢的人, 我也有, 这是我抒发我的心情的方法, 请你尊重我, 好吗??? 至少我没有到处宣扬我的blog的存在吧..... 你整天说我stalk 人, 但你有没有想过, 当你知道我做了些什么, 也好奇我做了什么的时候, 我是不是也可以说你在stalk 我吗?? 你知不知道, 你这样做, 足以让我想挖一个洞, 把自己藏起来, 因为我真的觉得自己很傻, 在你们的面前像个笨蛋一样晃来晃去.... 甚至把我当成疯子, 把我说得像个花痴, 连我自己也觉得我疯了, 才会在这里写下我的心情, 做那么多蠢事, 就为了一个不会回头看我一眼的人... 反正你们都看过我写的东西, 也知道我心里的话, 所以你们要怎么想, 我没有办法阻止了, 我只希望你可以站在我的立场, 尊重我, 也了解我的心情....我还要我的自尊的....我不会再那么笨了...

Hahaha, there are reasons why I call myself the queen of the bread.......Well, I am sure most of my friends would know why......Since primary, I bring bread to school almost everyday during recess ....EVERYDAY........till now....(but sometimes I bring cakes too) When we talk about breads, this will sure reminds my friends about me, as a conclusion, BREAD = ZI HUEY Actually, I dont like to eat bread very much.... Can you imagine, Everyday, bread, bread, bread........ Fortunately, my dad and mom will buy different kinds of breads or cakes, so that I will still enjoy my recess time.... Now, Is The Time to Show The Pictures of Breads and Cakes..... Cream rolls with different flavours everyday =) BREADS................   Custard Bun...I love it.... Chocolate Cake!! My favourite....=D Sesame Charcoal Cake!! (Y) Tiramisu!!! =D Well, for the next 6 months, i will still bring breads to school, as usual....Haha...=D P.s   Too...

I just want to say that: DADDY MOMMY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! =) 因为把我生下, 现在的我才能这么幸福........爸爸妈妈是我最爱的人, 没有人可以取代他们的地位......我是世界上最幸福的人!! =) Me and my mom <3 we went for a trip!!! My Dad and I, i look like him right?? of course =D My family =D   My parents love me a lot, I know it!!! =D  Although this is a random post, but we should always tell our parents we love them right?? Show your love to the one you love...=)

我终于看到他弹钢琴了!!! 虽然只是一下下, 我还是看见了!!!! 亲眼看见!!!! 好高兴哦!! 他好像什么都会, 什么都好; 而我好像什么都不会耶.... 没关系, 只要一直待在那里, 我就不怕了.....=)

Mid term is OVER!!!!! I can sleep for HOURS......and H O L I D A Y S  is coming soon!!!! But, something ruined my plan during holidays, HOMEWORK AND PROJECTS!!!!!! NIE, Add Maths project, and homework for different subjects.......Ahhhhhhhhhhhh Nevermind, I will still enjoy my holiday and continue my mission, KEEP FIT!! =) p.s  Something gonna change soon after the holiday.....hmmmm......haha stay tuned =D

Will you remember me??? after one year, two years or even 10 years.........remember my name, remember my face, remember everything about me??? as a classmate, as a friend, or even best friend??? or just a somebody that you can remember??? I hope you will always remember there is a person who cares about you a lot, think of you a lot, even though she understands that you will never know......She just want you not to forget her, she just want a smile from you, she wants to talk to you again, even just once, she will be happy for that........even at last, the only thing she may remember is just your backview, please remember, she is always be there for you........... I will never ever forget you........ never ever.......

Yesterday, I went to Tanjung Sepat with my mom and my mom's friends. Well, at first I was not that excited, but when I went to the beach, I was so HAPPY!!!!!! The scenery, the seashells and even the sand.....I love them!!!! They are wonderful!!!! Again, let the pictures tells the story..... Pantai Morib The Lover Bridge... My favourite picture....=) mushrooms..... I forgot to rotate...XD The beautiful resort!!!!! (seriously....I forgot the name of the beach......) I tried plenty of times...just to take this ss pic....haha waiting for the sunset... dedicated to ehem and ehem.....haha <3 this is the thing I want to tell somebody!!! SMILE trying to be emo.......but failed....lol At last, I did enjoyed my trip, tasty yummy seafoods, beautiful seaside and seashells.....I hope I can take more beautiful pictures....(I am getting pro at this) haha =D p.s  thats all for today......more to go, but too much, quite lazy to show all of them....haha  ...

WELL WELL WELL........again....I have to admit, time passes really really fast.......is APRIL now!!!! means that mid year exams is coming......NO!!!!!!!!!! In the past three months, I dont know what i have done for my study, all I noe is procrastinate, my english homework are not done yet since january....pityful....... thats why I got B for english!!!! =( I hope i can remember how i study for my PMR, flying colours......haiz.... I have to start studying from now!!!! STRAIGHT As for SPM!!!!!! yay!!!! I need to be confident and hardworking.......I hope i can make it!!! then i dont have to pay my brother..... Muahahahah!!! =) Btw, there is something I want to share.........=) The way to release my stress:  CHOCOLATE!!!!   LIFE is like a box of chocolate..... chocolate mousse~~ yum yum   chocolate cake =D ice cream.....mmmm dark chocolate!!! my favourite!!!! this is the way I release my stress. and the best thing ...