My dreams...

I know now is not the right time to be emotional and unhappy, but I'm still emo because of the "interview". Maybe the "interview" is just an excuse, but the interview became a mirror that reflects myself, showing me that I cant speak well and express my opinions. And I dont know what i want, what is my ambition and my dream now.

At first, my dream is to own a business, sell teddy bears and present I like, or own a bakery. I want take business administration and management as the course when i am going to college or university. But, the truth is, I know nothing about the course I choose. When i was doing the interview, I cant even answer a simple question, or why I deserve to get a scholarship, I just dont know.....I was blur and speechless, because i cant express myself appropriately in words, but fortunately the senior is a friendly person. 

Maybe i shall start to think about my future again, train myself again to speak well, learn more vocabulary... Next time if there are still chances to meet with the senior again, I will answer your question in a better way!! Trust me!! =)