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To be honest, I didn't realize that today is a special day with a special date... Until I saw lots of postSSS about 12/12/12. Trying not to follow the flow, so that I'm special enough for not noticing how important is the date of the day, which only occurs once within hundred years time...XD I don't think can see the next 121212 for the rest of my life... LOL
Well, nothing special actually happen to me on this "special day". So, I just feel like posting something I guess, to make my day a little bit special. =) This gonna be an emo one...
Another year passes by and every time when it comes to the month of December, I usually get emotional easily... If you know the story behind....
The 6C gathering is on this saturday, one of the events that I have been looking forward to since the day I missed the gathering last year. I've missed the gatherings for the last 2 years due to some stupid reasons. There were actually 5 gatherings since we were graduated from primary school and I missed 4 of them </3 Each and every time when I missed it, I promised myself I must attend for the next one on the next year. And this year, the day is so close, finally I've got the chance see them again, the people who I have never seen them for years and also him... But guess what, Transport is always the problem!!!! and I hate it so much! Probably you will ask why not I drive there by myself? And I can tell you that even I got my license 6 months ago, my driving skill is still sucks, my parents will never gonna allow me to drive alone. My dad is busy on saturdays so it is impossible for him to fetch me there... I'm so troublesome right? That's why I hate myself for being so useless... Now all I can do is hoping for a miracle to happen. MIRACLE! It's so heartbreaking when you know that is not possible for such thing to occur. But I don't want to give up on it, at least not now.... I really don't want to give up this time... This would probably be the last chance that I can ever see him again.... I know he is leaving next year, to study abroad, and so do others.... This is my last and only chance I can see him face to face, I can cry anytime when I start thinking about it...
People would think why am I taking so serious about this gathering, but I can only tell you that, the gathering is really important to me, although it may not be the same to other people...
I guess, all I can do for now is just hoping for the best then... Oh god, Please let the Miracle to happen! *fingers crossed
Well, nothing special actually happen to me on this "special day". So, I just feel like posting something I guess, to make my day a little bit special. =) This gonna be an emo one...
Another year passes by and every time when it comes to the month of December, I usually get emotional easily... If you know the story behind....
The 6C gathering is on this saturday, one of the events that I have been looking forward to since the day I missed the gathering last year. I've missed the gatherings for the last 2 years due to some stupid reasons. There were actually 5 gatherings since we were graduated from primary school and I missed 4 of them </3 Each and every time when I missed it, I promised myself I must attend for the next one on the next year. And this year, the day is so close, finally I've got the chance see them again, the people who I have never seen them for years and also him... But guess what, Transport is always the problem!!!! and I hate it so much! Probably you will ask why not I drive there by myself? And I can tell you that even I got my license 6 months ago, my driving skill is still sucks, my parents will never gonna allow me to drive alone. My dad is busy on saturdays so it is impossible for him to fetch me there... I'm so troublesome right? That's why I hate myself for being so useless... Now all I can do is hoping for a miracle to happen. MIRACLE! It's so heartbreaking when you know that is not possible for such thing to occur. But I don't want to give up on it, at least not now.... I really don't want to give up this time... This would probably be the last chance that I can ever see him again.... I know he is leaving next year, to study abroad, and so do others.... This is my last and only chance I can see him face to face, I can cry anytime when I start thinking about it...
People would think why am I taking so serious about this gathering, but I can only tell you that, the gathering is really important to me, although it may not be the same to other people...
I guess, all I can do for now is just hoping for the best then... Oh god, Please let the Miracle to happen! *fingers crossed
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