Oh well.
Pretty sure my English is getting suck day by day that my standard 4 kids could speak better than me. I'm out of words that can express myself precisely.
So, I got the news that I've been accepted to attend the interview for the government Uni I applied. And the "Good News" is: I got my first choice. Jeng Jeng~
It sounds so lucky that I couldn't believe what I read. Business Administration. My first choice for the course applied. And I got it. It feels so easy to me. Not when I realised my classmates didn't get what they want from the Uni they applied. They applied for Science subjects and for now, I didn't heard any news from them yet. Only me. The only science student that got a business course as her first choice. I even have the feeling that maybe I have chosen the course that not many people is interested to and it's a not so famous course, not like pharmacy, dentistry, actuarial science or accounting that many people are competing for it. That's why I got the chance easily. I think.
To be surprised, or maybe not, I'm not that excited as other people think I would be. I told my parents the good news that I have been chosen for the interview. My mum looked glad, but when I told her I got the interview for business course, I sensed some disappointment in her tone.. Or maybe it's just me thinking that way.
Did I made the right choice? The question that non-stop rewinding in my mind. Asking myself again and again. Am I really interested in Business? Is this really what I want? Maybe it would be better if I choose science? Did I just wasted my chance by choosing business course that I don't have any basic at all? Did I....
And now, I got the opportunity to attend the interview. By next week. MY GOODNESS. I'm so not prepared yet! T.T God knows I have stage fright. I mean I will stutter when I'm nervous, I wouldn't have any idea about what I would speak out when I'm not chilled. This even happens sometimes when I was angry or talked too fast with my friends. I will be like: I think..... !@#$%%^~~~~~
I still remember that day, back to one of the days in form 5. When the seniors were back to give us some tips in answering questions for interview. They did a mini interview with each of us as practice and guess what? I still remember my senior's expression when she was trying hard to understand what I was answering. (And I must say, I answered those simple question with extremely sucky English that I couldn't understand what was I trying to tell.) I spent minutes to figure out how to answer her question like: Why you wanna take business course. I was lacked of words and I couldn't express what I thought clearly. (I think I answered : Because the field is very wide, I want to social with people and improve the economy~~ bla bla bla) I felt pity for myself. It was just a PRACTICE! Not even an interview. Sigh.
Perhaps I need to do some practice and researches for this. I should try my best and own a place in M'sia First Place Uni right. Must overcome my fear and weakness!
If only I got the nan yang scholarship... T.T I know I'm greedy....
So, I got the news that I've been accepted to attend the interview for the government Uni I applied. And the "Good News" is: I got my first choice. Jeng Jeng~
It sounds so lucky that I couldn't believe what I read. Business Administration. My first choice for the course applied. And I got it. It feels so easy to me. Not when I realised my classmates didn't get what they want from the Uni they applied. They applied for Science subjects and for now, I didn't heard any news from them yet. Only me. The only science student that got a business course as her first choice. I even have the feeling that maybe I have chosen the course that not many people is interested to and it's a not so famous course, not like pharmacy, dentistry, actuarial science or accounting that many people are competing for it. That's why I got the chance easily. I think.
To be surprised, or maybe not, I'm not that excited as other people think I would be. I told my parents the good news that I have been chosen for the interview. My mum looked glad, but when I told her I got the interview for business course, I sensed some disappointment in her tone.. Or maybe it's just me thinking that way.
Did I made the right choice? The question that non-stop rewinding in my mind. Asking myself again and again. Am I really interested in Business? Is this really what I want? Maybe it would be better if I choose science? Did I just wasted my chance by choosing business course that I don't have any basic at all? Did I....
And now, I got the opportunity to attend the interview. By next week. MY GOODNESS. I'm so not prepared yet! T.T God knows I have stage fright. I mean I will stutter when I'm nervous, I wouldn't have any idea about what I would speak out when I'm not chilled. This even happens sometimes when I was angry or talked too fast with my friends. I will be like: I think..... !@#$%%^~~~~~
I still remember that day, back to one of the days in form 5. When the seniors were back to give us some tips in answering questions for interview. They did a mini interview with each of us as practice and guess what? I still remember my senior's expression when she was trying hard to understand what I was answering. (And I must say, I answered those simple question with extremely sucky English that I couldn't understand what was I trying to tell.) I spent minutes to figure out how to answer her question like: Why you wanna take business course. I was lacked of words and I couldn't express what I thought clearly. (I think I answered : Because the field is very wide, I want to social with people and improve the economy~~ bla bla bla) I felt pity for myself. It was just a PRACTICE! Not even an interview. Sigh.
Perhaps I need to do some practice and researches for this. I should try my best and own a place in M'sia First Place Uni right. Must overcome my fear and weakness!
If only I got the nan yang scholarship... T.T I know I'm greedy....
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