Something called Maturity.

Maturity, a word which I couldn't really link myself to it.

Even if you are reading my blog, I guess you won't find anything about my views about current topics or giving out my own opinion about something BIG.

But I don't think that is all about Maturity la.

Just I don't think I'm matured enough.

For my life, for my future, for my decisions.

I tend to "not growing up" or maybe subconsciously refused to....

Because growing up is too complicated. =/

Especially when I'm the kind of person who is simple-minded.

Growing up is tiring, Because most of the time you are doing everything by DIY.

If you get what I meant.

Planning own timetable, doing own laundry, gonna study by your own when no one can ever force you anymore, settle all documents by yourself, etc.

And it's tiring. Time to learn not to be attached to someone so much now. But Maturity hits me harder.

Because I'm childish. (Y)

To be frank, I made my decision with my own type of reasons which sometimes it's hard for people to understand what I'm actually thinking. They will be like: WHY ARE YOU SO CHILDISH?

So what? Being Matured needs time. I have my own way. Perhaps.

I will learn that one day, since growing up and being matured are the mandatory processes of life.


Alright, I don't know what am I thinking actually, I just feel like typing something, so yeah, don't mind me if you don't understand what I'm talking about. =P