Chapter 3.

Hi Senior Year. You had been really tough for good start.

Somehow things didn't really turn out nicely as planned. No hostel, a Messed- up timetable, hardcore lecturers and tutorials and zero social life.

WOW. I didn't expect this coming though.

At least for that 0 social life thing. Am I that bad in making friends? Where did my social skills gone again? I can't even fake a smile now. Sigh

My timetable doesn't go as smooth as I planned too. There are long gaps between classes, and they always end at the peak hour and I have to squeeze myself into the super packed Rapid buses and LRT everyday. I miss the 15 mins walk back to hostel so much. T.T I have to make earlier appointment with friends if I wanna hangout, just to arrange my transport.

LIFE IS HARD NOW.

I try not to complain that much, since things happened for reasons. And mostly because I'm the one who is making those choices and decisions, thus I'm the one who made my year 3 life seems to be miserable and pathetic ahead. There is no one to blame but myself. T.T

Gonna learn how to expect the least and work a lot harder to survive this semester. 

Am trying to be optimistic but yeah, I guess I was born to be emotional. LOL Just gonna try harder!

I wonder how I survived my second year though, when I said it was tough too. 

Independence is much needed, especially there is no one to be relied on. 

Wouldn't admit that I miss you a lot. Because you won't be there for me when I need you anyway. Grow up Huey!

September please be nice to me alright? That is the only reason I'm still looking forward to survive this month. =)