My Secret Story...

应该专心读书的，可是真的很想写些什么。我之后一定一定会专心不再上网的 T.T 为了我的3.7~~~~~ 搞砸了前两张，剩下的要加200倍的油才能补回来呀~~~~~ 加油吧周紫慧！！！ 2016年，好像真的很漫长，就不多说什么了。发生了很多事情，故事的转折总是那么惊人。还好，以为很难过的都撑过来了，也有意想不到的收获。 2017，只希望把2016年答应了自己的却还没完成的事情都完成吧。然后让自己变成更温暖，更好的人。 新的一年，让我们都变得更好吧！ 有想见面的人，就勇敢地约出来吧。 有想说的话，就诚实的说出来吧。 有想做的事情，就努力去实行吧。 有想留住的人，就勇敢地伸出手吧。 有想念的人，就让他知道吧。 有想完成的目标，就用力向前冲吧！ 共勉之。 新年快乐！

So, another 14 weeks have gone and I'm still alive. Yeah, almost every semester I would say the same thing and feel grateful when it comes to the end.  Well, still not the end yet, since I'm having my finals next week. Urgh. CAN SOMEONE REMIND ME THAT I'M CURRENTLY HAVING A STUDY WEEK, NOT A STUDY BREAK??? Because I think I'm treating it like one. =/  I even planned for outings instead of my studying first. errrr.......... I will make sure to have progress tomorrow, oh no I mean after I wake up from sleep later.  Can you imagine that somehow I already reached to that level which I was actually looking forward to study week because I'm so fed up with my assignments and I just couldn't wait to end all those shits.  Since the beginning of every semester, I foresee myself to be more occupied and work hard to achieve what I want. Yet, things didn't really work out that way. In fact, I'm getting worse from one semester to another...

You know things changed when there are times that you couldn't ask questions that you wanted to ask, that you usually thought it was so easy and natural to speak out your mind. Especially to the ones that you perhaps have taken for granted. They could be just simple questions like: "What are you doing right now?" "Eh, do you know....." "When are you free?" "Lets go eat something nice together?" "We need an outing lo so long time no see~~~~" "How's life?" "Are you free to talk?" "When are you coming back?" "Are you going?" "Eh, I tell you ah......." And then there are words that were left untold..... "Do you know that you are my best friend?" "I'm sure you don't know how did I show off about you in front of other people." "Because you are there that's why I'm not alone anymore." "I'm sad, I j...