Keep working.

Weekends and holidays are really precious nowadays as they gone so fast without me doing any productive but just paying my sleep debts. 

Back to a working life routine, I had really lost some weight ever since I started my first job and the most significant difference from my potato life is I am finally sleeping early. HAHAHA Though I still ended up sleeping late on weekends sometimes but it wasn't that often anymore. One more thing that I surprised myself with was that I didn't even touch my laptop after work on weekdays unless it's necessary because I have had enough facing my working desktop and mountains of papers at work. 

Am trying to be grateful and not to complain too much on my current job, since I was the one who made this decision, so of course I have to bear all the consequences. What I could do now to make my life better or for me to make a better decision in future is to add value to myself. Before you can make a decision, first you have to create the choices that you would prefer for yourself, instead of forcing yourself to give in on choices that you felt hard to make because you did not prefer any of them. 

So, the question now would be how can I add value to myself? How can I put myself into the path that I was dreaming for? Even if it might not suit me anyhow, but at least I would get the opportunity to try. 

I know I would not want to stay at this current position for long, but how can I create opportunities for myself to make people offer the things I want to me? Do I have what it takes for me to get that? 

Or the question should be, how to keep myself motivated and to be determined enough to keep my hopes alive? HAHAHA

Giving myself a 3 months limit to master my current job scopes, so that I could pay attention in working on my dream after this without much worries, and to have the right to say that I have do my job so well now and I need a career advancement to go further in my career path. If I could not perform well even for my current job, I will not be able to do any other thing better than this. But I  also need to remind myself everyday so that I won't drop into the comfort zone that would stop me from going further. 

Anyway, I was very grateful that my favourite people had became my best motivation at work for the past whole month because I was always looking forward to meet them after work or during weekends. =D 

September is coming soon with many holidays ahead. I am definitely looking forward to it! HAHAHA

Work hard Huey, your hard work will give you the best return in the near future! Stay positive! YESSS!

Throwback to one of my carefree days with my rare and most sincere smile. 

Hahaha 

My bucket list is going to be my best motivation!