My Secret Story...

认识我的人都知道, 我很喜欢庆祝生日( 他们会知道也是因为我的目的还蛮明显的 =D)...所以, 每一年我都很开心的度过我的生日啊... 我还曾经想过, 我今年的生日回怎么过呢?? 办一个生日会, 一群家人, 整班朋友帮我庆祝, 送我礼物; 那个人会记得我的生日, 跟我说声生日快乐, 幸福地过着这美好的一天..... 当然我很清楚, 什么惊喜的生日派对, 是不可能的, 因为那只是我的幻想而已.....事实上, 我只是希望朋友记得我的生日, 跟我说声生日快乐就行了, 而我只要开开心心, 轻轻松松, 没有压力地过完我的生日就很满足了..... 可是, 却有一件事情破坏了我这小小的愿望!!!! 真的很可恶!!! Physics paper 好延迟不延迟, 偏偏延迟到我生日的那天!!!! 虽然那天算是考试的最后一天, 我就是不爽!!!! 我最讨厌压力了, 还要在那天有压力, 真的很不爽!!!!! 更不用妄想别人会记得我的生日!!! 算了啦, 为了考试, 有什么办法, 至少那天是考试的最后一天, 之后我就可以放自己一天假!!! =) 不对, 是半天而已.....所以, 为了对得起自己花掉的半天时间, 我一定要考到好成绩!!!!!!! 不管怎样, 我都要开心地过我的生日, 一定要!!!!! =D

Hehe....Obviously....This post is specially dedicated to an awesome Friend and blog reader.......=) MAY YI~~~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!  =D You are getting older, haha.....(just joking...you are still pretty as usual...^.^) Still remember the first time we met each other?? Haha, I got no idea...But I remembered we(me, you and wei yi)  talked to each other when we were waiting at the dewan to go back our class. And I always call you " 忍者" because you had a paper with the word '忍', haha.....not to forget, you read books every time i saw you in dewan, thats why my first impression of you is: She is a pro!! hehe... Then, we went into the same class, 3 Eta. We were not that close that time, because we were in different 'gang'....lol But I always kacau you guys when I was alone and you cant do your homework because I talked a lot...Btw, that time I thought you were a smart and quiet person(before you show your true characters).... And Finally, we went into the ...

I know now is not the right time to be emotional and unhappy, but I'm still emo because of the "interview". Maybe the "interview" is just an excuse, but the interview became a mirror that reflects myself, showing me that I cant speak well and express my opinions. And I dont know what i want, what is my ambition and my dream now. At first, my dream is to own a business, sell teddy bears and present I like, or own a bakery. I want take business administration and management as the course when i am going to college or university. But, the truth is, I know nothing about the course I choose. When i was doing the interview, I cant even answer a simple question, or why I deserve to get a scholarship, I just dont know.....I was blur and speechless, because i cant express myself appropriately in words, but fortunately the senior is a friendly person.  Maybe i shall start to think about my future again, train myself again to speak well, learn more vocabulary... Next tim...

我说过, 我是一个很容易开心一整天的人, 但其实, 我也可以为了一件小事而耿耿于怀一整天的人...这样极端的心态, 在这十年来, 一直存在着... 有时, 在我很开心的时候, 转个身, 就会出现一些让我很在意的事情. 我很努力地让自己不去想, 可是我就是这样矛盾, 天秤座的人好像就是这样的吧.... 为什么要跟自己过不去呢??? 说过上百遍的不要去在乎, 却还是因为一些别人根本不会放在眼里的事情感到难过, 何苦呢?? 所以, 离开我的视线范围, 让我好过一点吧!!!!!! 至少现在不要出现, 让我分心.... 我累了, 想累了, 我光是读书, 就要了我的命了, 所以, 我只是情绪化了一下下....我等一下还要写作文, 做作业的耶, 哪来那么多时间烦啊......  p.s    我很忙, 真的很忙, 电脑真的是毒药耶, 这样下去不行啦, 我还有很多书等着我呢, 所以, 这段时间, 我一个星期只开一次, 考试的时候就完全不开了啦!!! 真是的......

This post is specially dedicated to.... 10 AUGUST Birthday Girl!!!! What a Big Day for MY BEST BEST BEST FRIEND, SIEW WEI YI!!!!! =D Wei Yi and Me....we took this during koku....syok sendiri sangat =D Hmm...I wonder where should I start with my story.....haha I've known you since Form 1, we were in the same class and I was just in front of you. =) My first impression  of you : A quiet girl with short curly hair (sotong). But You are not a quiet person!! You can talk A Lot!!!! haha I remembered that I talked to you first, and you were very friendly too....then later we become good friends (Y) =D  Ooh I remembered a random thing, we forced you to keep your hair and tie it up and you refused to do it...... haha (thanks to us, your hair is straight and long now) Then, 2 Sigma, 4 Sigma and now 5 Sigma..... We have been in the same class for 4 years and we can say that we are totally SIGMARIANS.....lol Even though we went to different classes when we were in form 3( you in 3...

爱你, 不是因为你的美和影 我越来越爱你,     每个眼神触动我的心 因为你让我看见forever      才了解自己, 未来这些日子     要好好珍惜 爱我, 有些痛苦有些不公平 如果真的爱我       不是理所当然的决定 感到你的呼吸在我耳边       像微风深情 温柔的安抚,       我的不安定 所以我要       每年研究你的笑容 Wo~~    多么自然 Forever love forever love 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你 从今以后,      你会是所有 幸福的理由 Forever Love --王力宏 以前, 我觉得这首歌很好听, 当然, 现在也是一样啦... 不同的是, 现在的我, 听到这首歌, 就有种想要哭出来的感觉....可能是因为我明白了这首歌的意义吧.....

要开心其实很简单, 只是看个人的想法而已.....我呢, 笑点其实还蛮低的, 也很容易满足... 小时候, 就算只是跟同学追逐, 打闹, 我都会觉得很开心..... 别人想要逗我笑也很容易,  一则冷笑话,一个小动作, 一个笑容, 一句话, 甚至一些芝麻绿豆的小事,  我就开心一整天了....当然着也要看是谁这样做啦..=) 曾经就有一个人, 他只是用了两个水瓶, 一个eraser, 一支highlighter, 就能把我逗笑了...哈哈... 不过, 我想, 这件事, 别人都应该不记得了吧....(可见我的记忆力有多强咯) 其实, 我想说的是, 人一天一天地长大, 开心的时间也越来越少, 可能是因为烦恼增加了, 才会这样的.....我也是这样啊.....不过不同的是, 我的笑点真的很低.....所以, 要开心并不难.....(废话也能让我笑出来哦) 我真的真的很希望我的朋友看见我时, 脸上能挂着笑容, 即使是一下下, 我也满足了......因为, 至少我知道, 你们把我当成朋友, 是一个能让人开心的朋友......=D