My Secret Story...

Talk about resolution, I feel so awkward right now. You know why?? Because I think I have been wasting my time doing Nothing! Yes, Nothing!!! I planned to do a lot of stuffs(if you read one of my old posts last year), and yet I'm not doing them at all!!! I keep complaining that I'm bored and lifeless because I have nothing to do, but actually I'm the one who procrastinate, and being lazy.....*slap face!! I even lazy to watch drama which is my favourite hobby.. pfft I was given chances to do what I want, but I don't know why, I will hesitate every single time when i'm trying to make some important decisions or take some actions....If I insist on what I really want, I won't be over-thinking or whatever...I suck at this...=( Anyway, Is Time to Change.. I'm serious this time!! Here are My Resolutions for now... 1. Get My "P" License asap - must not fail my driving test!!! 2. Improve my English standard - if you are reading this, please inform me a...

Recently, I'm so addicted and crazy for these two Korean Dramas...I love them so much!!!! They were so awesome!!!! =D Secret Garden and Dream High!!!!! <3 Talk about Secret Garden, I love the story a lot, it was an interesting drama, although it was kinda ridiculous, but the part when Kim Joo Won and Ki Ra Lim exchanged their soul was so funny....Kim Joo Won was so cool and Ra Lim was a very professional stunt woman!!!  I love every single part of secret garden, especially when Joo Won was doing sit-up and asked Ra Lim when she becomes so pretty. I even cried when Kim Joo Won was willing to sacrifice himself to save the woman he loved, he exchanged his soul with Ra Lim who was in coma...(For your information, that was the second time I cried because of a drama.) When I was watching Secret Garden, I was thinking, if there's a guy who cries for me, I must be the luckiest person in the world, but too bad, the reality tells me is not possible to find someone like Joo Won. T...

I think everyone is so busy recently, and I'm still the same, in my holiday mood.... =)  I stone a lot, eat a lot, and sleep a lot...LOL  I'm not showing off or anything... is just kinda boring if you do the same thing every single day... and the main problem, I cant stop myself from getting fatter day by day.....(I must go jogging!!!!) Sometimes, I dont really like that kind of feeling, I mean, when everyone is busy studying, working or even doing something else, and I'm sitting on my sofa, staring at the computer, waiting for someone to talk to me, or somehow reply what I wrote.....my social networks are way too quiet...T.T (Forever alone....) Anyway, I'm so happy to be in my hometown now, peace and quiet. I dont have to be over thinking, I just need to walk around, visit my relative's house, have a short trip or just sit right there stoning again...haha... but there's one more thing, I dont like it when my relatives ask me about my future plan, and try to...

前几天, 我邀请了我的朋友们来我家拜年, 虽然只是短短的几个小时, 但还是不错啦. =) 亏我之前还想了一大堆有的没的...我真的是想太多了... 老实说, 我真的很怕, 不知道在怕什么, 我就是觉得很不安. 不过那天, 当我看见他们都出现在我小小的客厅里, 心里也没有什么不安的感觉了...因为我知道他们不会嫌弃我啊, 对吧?? =) 那天的气氛有点奇怪, 跟我想象中的有点差别...怎么说呢? Wei Yi, Emily, Jeannie 和 May Yi 都有来, 还有两个男的, Tan Yun 和 Eng Hong, 之前还以为他们不会来了, 没想到他们其实很爽快就答应了, 还拿了不少东西来跟我妈妈拜年...哈哈 那天, 我们只是随口聊聊天, 玩牌和打麻将(我还赢了两场哦!! =D), 谈到大家彼此的近况...他们甚至还静静地坐在那里看戏..XD 就这样, 很简单而已. 不过我还是很开心, 因为他们都特地抽空来我家啊!! =) 不过, 我不知道为什么我一直笨手笨脚的, 我明明就很小心的啊!!! 他们竟然坐在那里, 看着我的一举一动, 好像等着看我做错事似的, 还偷笑!!! 那个挂杯的, 在我家的功用, 就是 tissue holder 啊!!! 有什么好奇怪的... 算了, 反正在你们面前, 做回自己就好!!! =D 你们要笑, 就让你们笑一下咯, 我不会计较的, 因为我习惯了啊...以后我不会再这样糊里糊涂的啦!! 不多说了, 我们很快又能见面了!!!  =D 好期待哦!! =)

今天去了一位aunty的美容店, 跟她拜年之外, 顺便洗了一下脸. =D 因为太久没见到她, 所以跟她聊天了一下... 那位aunty是我以前的邻居, 她和 uncle算是疼我吧, 那时的我还很小, 他们都会和我玩, 跟我开玩笑, aunty 还答应我如果考到好成绩,会请我吃冰淇淋哦. 所以当他们要搬家的时候, 我还有点难过呢. 他们养了三只狗, 一只叫小粒, 棕色的, 已经12岁了, 今天看见我还会摇尾巴呢; 另一只叫Lulu, 黑色的, 已经不在了; 还有一只叫蓝波, 白灰色的, 很大只, 有着长得可以当扫把的毛发, 非常的可爱哦. 我最喜欢它了. 小时候, 即使我怕狗, 不敢太靠近它, 但是因为隔着篱笆, 所以我还是很喜欢蓝波, 喜欢看它跟主人玩的样子. 它也很乖, 不会吠我, 整天跳来跳去的, 真的非常非常可爱哦!!! 直到有一天, 蓝波突然不在了. 我觉得很奇怪, 所以就问aunty 蓝波去了哪里, 怎么不见了...当时, 我记得Aunty告诉我, 蓝波自己跑出去玩了, 跑到很远的地方去了, 认不得路, 没办法回家了. 我还真的相信了这句话, 还问aunty蓝波如果认得路的话, 会记得回家吧...  我一直相信aunty对我说的这段话, 真的相信蓝波是因为贪玩, 所以走失了. 直到几年前, 我从姐姐的日记里,  发现里面写着蓝波走了, 但它不是走失了, 而是去了很远很远的地方, 再也回不来了. 今天跟aunty聊起了这件事, 原来是uncle 的主意, 他和aunty怕那时还小的我知道蓝波不在了, 会哭得很惨, 所以才这样告诉我的... 现在想起来, 不知道是自己太天真, 还是太单纯, 竟然以为蓝波只是不见了, 而且还相信了很多年, 直到上了中学后, 我才知道真相... 我看我是单纯过头了吧... 不过这算是一个善意的谎言, 为了蓝波而相信这段话, 算是值得吧, 因为它真的很可爱... =) 是时候要变得不要再那么神经大条了, 我不想那么容易被骗啦, 否则我就不是单纯, 而是愚蠢了....  p.s   其实蓝波长得很像恶作剧之吻里面的狗, 只是我不知道是什么品种而已, 开始有点想念它了... =)

Is February now!!! I'm still waiting for my "L" license....and I haven't decide what should I do for this month @_@..... I hope I'm not wasting my time.... But I think I have figured out what I want to do in my future....I guess... I wonder how his life is now.....well....I know that no one will ever care about my feelings....he will never know.... I wonder how long will it takes for me to stop myself from thinking of something that nobody will ever care.... sigh.... Wake up Zi Huey, you have more important things for you to worry about!!!!