My Secret Story...

Just found that I didn't really post about my primary school life before... OMG! I love this picture so much!!!!! <3 Primary school life was the best memory I had, when I was just a little girl who think that life is always simple and free from problems. And then, I learned the way to love a person heartily from the first day of my primary school life. I learned to treat my friends with sincerity and made them as the whole part of my world besides my family. The bitter sweets during the past 6 years in primary school made me who I am now. I loved my primary classmates a lot and they are irreplaceable. I remember the moments we had together, and the moments when I was so happy for a small little stuff and cried for a tiny little matter. And of course the phrase: I don't want to friend you anymore! But we ended up being good friends till now. =) I really missed the times when all of us in our class did the same thing together, like wearing black shirts to school fo...

How to start my post today? Hmmm... Just my holiday ends and the school starts today, it doesn't sound like a big deal right? But IT DOES MATTER!!!! I didn't really enjoy my holiday, thanks to the assignments given by the teachers... T.T But, I did spent some time with my besties and classmates!! And went shopping for the whole day yesterday... lol Anyway, I hate to wake up that early in the morning, well, 8 hours of sleep is already not enough and now I have wake up at 6am... =.= It was raining heavily this morning, and I don't know why the canteen in my school is so kiam siap to keep the lights off. Thanks god I didn't bang anything like I usually do...  Oh yeah, I got some of my exam results back today...I passed my maths and biology, can't believe this is happening to me, I actually Aim for pass instead of an A, but of course I still want to get good results la! That's why I'm not that satisfied with my results! I did a lot of careless mistakes u...

Another birthday dedication post of the month!! With a weird title... LOL You will know what it means when you translate it into mandarin ( for the one I dedicated ) Happy Sweet 18!!! YAP MAY MAY!!!!!!!!! =D My funniest friend plus Pro Stalker... hehe I know you gonna read this soon! =) I chose your most leng lui picture! =D  I haven't seen you for months and I miss you A LOTTTT, who says we don't want to see your face har?? I want to see you popping in front of me! =D I was so surprised when you called me that day to ask for my opinion to go for 30 hours famine, I'm so touched because you actually thought of me that time... Awwww Is awesome to talk to you on phone, at least we still keep in touch... :') And we can relate so many topics when we chat, even oppa gangnam style... haha Well, now, you're studying in college, I wonder why every time I chat or talk to you, you are busy with you exams... lolz You smart girl lai de, don't stress yourself, you...

Looks like I was being a little bit too emo for the last post, that's why my friends are worried about me, and I feel so sorry for my beloved one. I was just quite upset for something not so important for other people.. Well, today's a very "socialized" day, sms, facebook chat and phones call. Spent too much saliva to talk until I almost get sore throat... LOL Do not think that I'm showing off or whatever OKAY!!!! I'm just trying to say that, probably I'm not alone after all, at least I'm trying to believe about that. You know what will happen when you are having ample time to do nothing? You will think A LOT! That's what happened to me. Memory flashbacks! Then emo again. Not a good thing har? I'm trying to think about all those good things, but normally it will end up with something emotional... :/  Ahhhh, so the best solution is to Sleep! Haha.. Anyway, Sweet memories are always the best treasures I have. I can smile heartily whenever I...

如果, 你能够站在我的立场, 为我想的话, 也许你就会发现, 我有多难过... 如果, 你真的站在我的角度去想, 也许你就能了解, 我真正要的是什么... 如果, 你真的为我好, 你就不会在我不知道的情况下替我做决定, 这样对我太不公平了... 如果, 你真的懂我, 就不会让我在别人面前像一个笑话一样... 我, 只是想像其他同年龄的朋友一样, 可以做自己喜欢的事情, 这样有错吗? 我并不渴望太多的自由, 我只是希望可以偶尔跟好朋友一起去玩, 不可以吗? 我不是要埋怨你, 我只是想要你知道, 就像当年没得去毕业旅行, 我只所以会觉得那么地遗憾, 是因为我真的真的很希望自己能够像其他人一样, 能够留下令人怀念的回忆... 我这样算是要求太多吗? 我已经无话可说了, 因为说再多, 你都不会站在我的角度去想的... 没有期望, 就不会失望了...

Finally finished my august test!! Kinda happy anyway, since I only slept for 4 hours during these 5 days, Imagine my BIG BIG panda eyes! O.O  I can't bear to think about my Biology and Chemistry results, I feel like crying.... I just aim for PASS now!! Fingers crossed* I got a feeling that I missed lots of stories these days since I controlled myself from surfing the net, what a Big accomplishment right? LOL That's why I said I'm sesat in the 'forest', totally lost connection with others.... XD  Anyway, I had so much Fun today! Straight away went to cheong K after school! We went to Loudspeaker, 12 person in a room, syok sendiri to the MAX! =D Well, my mum was being over-friendly as usual, and I hope she didn't scare my classmates for acting that way... haha Had lots of funny and facepalm moments because of that too.... I enjoyed spending time with my "new" friends, they never failed to make others happy, I love the way we sang together and...

Well, i don't know why I choose the "wink wink" as the title of the post, maybe I just because I want write about my best best sampat po, Wynn Wynn!! =D HAPPY SWEET 18, SIEW WEI YI!!!! =D I'm going to spam every wall of yours today!! hehe I just love this picture! <3 teehee.. Today is your BIG day, so i decided to blog about you again although it will take me some time to stop me from studying...=P HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! This is the first time I'm not there to say it out face-to face, but anyway I bet you are enjoying your first day becoming 18!! Have Lots of Fun kay! =D  Ahh, I miss the old times we had together again, we have started our brand new journey at different places now, thanks god we managed to keep contact to each other! =) I still remember the day we hang out together for your farewell. I actually had mixed feeling on that day you know, when you decided to study far far away from KL, to my hometown Kedah to become a future doctor. When w...

被别人当成空气般的对待, 是好事吗? 听起来好像是被忽略的感觉, 可是, 如果换个角度去想的话, 其实也没那么糟吧.... 空气, 虽然无色, 无味, 也没什么存在感, 但它还是很重要啊! 没有空气是会死人的!!! 也许, 因为空气存在得太过安静, 所以人家都把它当成是一种理所当然, 却没有真正去发现它的存在. 可是, 当空气一旦消失了, 或许, 就会有人感觉得到它的重要性吧. 我, 是一个超级无敌平凡至极的女生, 不是最美的, 不是最聪明的, 不是最会说话的那个也不是最厉害的, 更加不是最有存在感那个, 但是我却是最吵, 最烦人的那个, 连我自己也觉得自己很烦人. 但是我安静的时候, 人家却会以为是我心情不好, 要我怎样嘛... 不过, 吵归吵, 我并不是最有存在感的那个, 我也不想再多做些什么去证明我的存在. 人从出生一开始, 除了家人, 自己本来就是一个人, 有朋友已经是个Bonus了, 至少我是这样安慰自己的. 所以, 我真的很感谢那些发现我的存在的人, 也很珍惜他们. 即使我到最后还是跟空气一样, 很安静, 很安静的待在那里, 也没关系了. 把我当空气吧, 就算无色, 无味, 甚至完全忘记我的存在也没关系, 只要知道我一直都在, 就可以了... =)