My Secret Story...

时间, 总是过得很快, 不是吗? 当初, 我以为, 自己应该没有办法好好地适应新环境, 也以为自己或许会习惯一个人就好... 我以为, 我会把自己隐藏起来.... 所以, 我说, 习惯, 是很危险的吧... 一开始, 我习惯了不再为任何人停留下脚步, 也不再回头看身后有谁在等候... 我以为我已经习惯不再期待任何事了, 也习惯了一个人... 可是, 渐渐的, 我习惯了一大群人下课时站在图书馆外面的走廊吃东西, 聊聊天... 我习惯了一大群人老是搬椅子,到另一间教师上课.... 习惯了一转身, 四周都是很可爱的朋友... 习惯了和每个人, 每个朋友有交集, 至少一点点也好... 习惯了每个星期到贩卖部值班, 那也是一件我很喜欢的工作... 习惯了一大群人围在一起唱歌, 一起说废话, 一起讨论要帮谁庆祝生日... 习惯了一大群人一起约吃东西, 看电影, 打羽球... 也习惯了走在后头, 看看谁会发现我放慢了脚步... 我曾经告诉过自己, 不要有期待的, 也不要再依赖任何人了, 那么当他们转身离开, 我就不怕一个人了, 也不会舍不得的.... 可是怎么办呢? 我还是回到了本来的自己, 被动摇了... 而我最怕的是, 我习惯了别人对我好..... 太好的话, 习惯会很难改的.... 当别人不再像当初一样对我好, 我需要花很长的时间去习惯的... 所以, 不要对我太好, 不要让我依赖你, 我会习惯的.. 那至少, 当大家都得分开的时候, 我就不会那么难过了... 原来到最后, 我依然没有办法习惯离别的感觉...

Yo people! I'm officially graduated.. =D ( it's not the real independence day yet) LOL After 1.5 years of hardcore days... Dress code is always the one which makes girls to have headache all the time... and I don't really have any fashion sense.... :/ so I ended up with this... You can do nothing with face problem.. >.<(my new quote)  Well, we actually reached school early so that we can get ready with our jubah earlier... But in the end, the teachers were the ones having malaysia timing... =/ Anyway, we all got ready after spending hard time putting on our jubah, the cap definitely annoyed me a lot... Lining up for perarakan... No, I'm not acting cute! =P The whole ceremony was so typically "interesting" but the performance was still okay. Maybe it was because my sitting posture, the way I wear my jubah became so cacat... Puan Tai wanted to helped me but her fingers were bleeding because she helped so many students to tidy up...  ...

After one whole week of determination for not online ( actually there's once), the trial is finally OVER!! =D I was having hard time to keep myself concentrate on the books, there were too many distractions around.. And the main reason is because I was in the excited mood for days after last last Sunday... >.< Well, didn't get to update much about last last Sunday, so I just show some pictures kay... So glad to have them with me that day! It was a blissful day indeed!  Still having the melted feeling until now... lol And also the presents they bought for me...  Thanks Tze Min!! You "R" the BEST!!!! =D I love the little bag! <3 Thank you YY!! =D I feel like calling you this way leh ying sun! haha Found your love letter beneath the tabung... =P Thanks for the teddy cup, Eng Hong! =D  Hand written words on the cup! Thank you so much Shu Ying!!! =D  You know the meaning of the cup right! <3 ...

Happy Birthday, Old friend. =)   Hope you are doing well abroad.  Didn't manage to say goodbye to you.. But, it's okay. It won't make any difference, I guess.  Stay smart, Stay cool and Stay happy always.  All the best for everything and Take care yeah.  Hope that we could say Hi face-to-face sincerely when the next time we meet.  If there is next time...