My Secret Story...

Have been being a potato for the past 2 days and start regretting for not touching my books and not having any productive progress for my assignments.. Urgh... Throwing back to the first day when I was in my uni...  When my face still looks normal without heavy eye bags and super dark eye circles. Yeah, I got culture shock when I first stepped into my room in hostel. I didn't knew I would end up deciding to stay in my kk.  I thought I would write a letter and leave. Perhaps I should thank to the super Torturing yet memorable MHS.  Because of the orientation week, I started getting used to the "apa pun tak baik" hostel.  The last night of orientation at DTC.  I guess not just UM, but also other local uni, they have their own special tradition: CHEERS FIGHT!  LOL which we spent days and nights to practice just for the glory of our KK. Selfie gang for TK15.  We only started getting hyper when our orientation almost...

Have been longing this mid-term break so so long since the first day of Uni. I bet my roommate and other course mates are more excited because they finally have the chance to go back home. XD Well, even though I go home every weekends, I still miss home and always want longer holiday. Most probably because I don't want to stay in my hostel room, that's all.  Being alone at house and being alone in dorm are totally two different things. I feel free when I have the chance to be alone at home, but not when I'm in my dorm. Especially when my roommate finally went home before me, now I could be in my roommate's shoes as I always "dump" her to go back home. So sorry Whitney!  It's kinda sad that when my closer uni friends, just a few, when they are busy with something else, I couldn't find any other companies to teman me makan. It's not a very Big issue, but it's actually reminding me in a way that my social circle in my uni is extremely sma...

Maturity, a word which I couldn't really link myself to it. Even if you are reading my blog, I guess you won't find anything about my views about current topics or giving out my own opinion about something BIG. But I don't think that is all about Maturity la. Just I don't think I'm matured enough. For my life, for my future, for my decisions. I tend to "not growing up" or maybe subconsciously refused to.... Because growing up is too complicated. =/ Especially when I'm the kind of person who is simple-minded. Growing up is tiring, Because most of the time you are doing everything by DIY. If you get what I meant. Planning own timetable, doing own laundry, gonna study by your own when no one can ever force you anymore, settle all documents by yourself, etc. And it's tiring. Time to learn not to be attached to someone so much now. But Maturity hits me harder. Because I'm childish. (Y) To be frank, I made my decision with m...

会不会, 每一年的这时候, 你会忽然想起这个地方, 然后很好奇地看看, 我是否放弃了你? 不知道为什么, 我的直觉就这样告诉我. 因为我知道, 你曾经看过我写的东西... 哈哈... 或许又是我在自作多情吧.... 不过没关系, 有没有看到都好.. 祝你生日快乐!! =D 希望你一切都好, 天天开心. 其实.... 我还在等, 等着你会再开口叫我那超难听的外名的一天... 至少证明我们之间, 已经可以是那种如果有哪一天在路上巧遇的话, 会和对方微笑, 大方打招呼的旧同学. 然后你听到我的名字的时候, 是带着以前整天嘲笑我的笑容, 而不是被我烦到的苦瓜脸, 有够丑的! 再然后, 大家都带着微笑的说... 再见.