My Secret Story...

=D Lets start my post today with a big wide smile! =D You will know why I'm so happy if you read the title of my post! =) HAHAHAH Well, this year, my birthday is on Saturday and the trial starts on monday, so I didn't really enjoy much... :/ (That why I hate trials) But anyway, I'm still in a good mood until I don't have the mood to study... LOL Yesterday was a great day, I was a bit surprised when my friends actually remembered my birthday, since yesterday is not the 'real' birthday and we are not meeting up each other on weekend.. And they even prepared presents for me... So duh Touched!!! :') Teddy with gummy from Carmen!! Love it so much!! <3  Lolipops and notebook from Ying Sun!! =D Sweet! Cookies from Syuen, Yen Cheing and Cuthbert! =D  And this is surprising, thanks a lot for the effort for lighting up the candles, Hong Brothers! =) Here's an addition, Teddy bookmark from Tze Min!! =D Teddy bear ...

我其实很容易被感动的... 我可以因为一句话, 一个动作, 一个笑容, 而感动很久很久... 我可以因为你对我的好, 感动很久很久... 即使只是小小的心意, 小小的事情, 我也会很感动的.... 也因为你记得对我来说很重要的一天, 我真的真的很高兴... 我好想再被你感动一次, 可以吗? 

Well, just a short post before my trials next week. And Yeah, next week will be my STPM trials and I'm still here blogging, =.= Urgh, I just don't have the study mood! Blame myself for online"ing so often... Please don't tell me I'm addicted... =( I just can't feel the "gan jeong"ness YET! I can't imagine what would happen to me next week... T.T There are still so many chapters left to study, Emozzz to the max... :/ Trying not to mention about my hair, but still, I know I look funny, I admit.... But this is actually how I usually looked like when I was in my secondary school, In other words, my hair was already looked "artistic" back then. T.T Maybe they just need time to get used to it. Kinda regret to have my hair cut since I spent half of the year to keep my hair to be that long, reluctant larhhh..... And I think I was scammed by the aunty... I should just have the normal cut instead of layer cut. But anyway, I love the way I look, ...

Is the mid of September already, time passes way too fast.... Just got my results for august test two weeks ago, then the trial is approaching in another two weeks time.... GREAT ENOUGH.. Actually AH, I thought this month would be a not-so-stressing month, but it seems to be the other way round... >.< And I really hate that kind of feeling! The teachers keep rushing to finish the syllabus, except for my chem teacher which there are 4 more chapters to go... T.T I'm not genius larh, How to master the 4 chapters left by my own??? Haih And why they choose the first day of october as the first day of trials?? They spoiled my plan!!!! I really don't like to study during the end of september, Seriously! So stressed somemore... Urgh.. I told myself not be depressed for this month, but too bad, they indirectly Forced me to do so... :( And the worst part, I don't have the mood to Studayyyyy.... Two weeks left and I'm still here writing a blog post... :S Oh yeah, I alm...

有个女人一直深深爱着你 那个女人认真的 深深爱着你 每天每天 就像你的影子 紧跟随着你 那个女人 笑着 却也哭泣着 究竟还要独自这样 凝望着深爱的你 到何时 这像风一般的爱情 这像是谎言的爱情 还要这样持续多久 你才能爱我 只要稍稍向着你走近 向你靠近一步 你却后退两步 这样的爱着你的我 现在就在你的身旁 那个女人哭泣着 那个女人非常地 小心谨慎的 正在学习着如何 自然的微笑 连好朋友都无法倾诉  内心压抑的话语 所以那女人的心总在哭泣着 所以 那个女人正不顾一切 深深爱着这样的你 这样的傻瓜 因为是这样的傻瓜 所以可以请你 给我一个拥抱吗 我也想要被深爱着 亲爱的 朝朝暮暮在心里 只能放在心里  这样的呼唤着你 那个女人 今天依然在你的身旁 那个女人就是我 你知道吗 还是你明明知道  却依然如此呢 真的不知道吗  你这个傻瓜 究竟还要独自凝望着你多久呢 这傻瓜般的爱情 像谎言般的爱情 还得持续多久 你才能爱我 只要稍稍走近你 只要靠近你一步 就会后退两步的你 这样的爱着你的我 现在就在你的身旁 那个女人哭泣着 那个女人- 秘密花园 就好像在诉说着我一直以来的心情....

Say Hi to the first day of September!!! =) It's not a very special day but I'm just feeling a little bit happy, at least I'm not that emo today! haha... Smile! =) (without showing teeth again, haha)  Just being a little bit random today... Should be busy with all those homework given and I think I spent a little bit too much on the net... LOL (If I can finish my essay on time)  I don't know why, I'm just looking forward to this month, although I gonna have my First Muet Presentation  and it actually means that STPM is approaching day by day... :O  Well, Maybe I should stay happy and optimistic like now throughout the month! =D Hoping for good things to happen, everything will go on smoothly and my wishes will be come true! haha Kinda greedy har? Who cares? As long as I'm happy! =)  That's all for now I guess, off to finish the homework! I need CONCENTRATION! =)