The long lost feeling.

Just an hour ago, something took away my attention or should I say excitement or nervousness from the interview I'll be having on Sunday

After waiting for 4 years, something has changed.

I don't know what is he thinking now, or I should admit that I could never read his mind, though before this I thought I could, even without interaction in between.

Those were just my own guesses and prediction. Without any acknowledgement.

It was a long wait.

Even though he just made a click, a not-significant click, it just complicates my mind with literally hundred reasons.

I took it as a sign. An action that shows those pasts were over. He is no more afraid of me bothering him, perhaps I'm just an acquaintance to him. A person that he knows and knows him, nothing more than just name and simple updates of recent life.

I couldn't ask for more, and I wouldn't. Not like last time, with tons of regrets. I rather stay at my current place quietly, knowing that he is all fine and blissful. And I would feel the same just by seeing that happens.

I guess.

It's not about giving up now, is just that I couldn't deny that every time I see or hear something about it, my heart flutters a little, not that much, but a little.

It stays at its place, like always. I didn't force myself to forget anything, because I know I can't. I forced myself to remember, but it fades.

Time cures everything, right?

It's good to know that we have the chance to get back to the point again, when I have the courage to say Hi, and Goodbye. If there is a chance to meet you again.