Staying Strong.

Hi Bloggy, long time no see. Finally got to update you a bit before May ends.

Was busy with events and assignments for the past whole month and finally it's come to an end, except for the final submission of my FAR report and Hospitality presentation. It was a pretty hectic and tough month though. When you have just finished with all the events, but the after event jobs are endless, and then you have 8 assignments due in 3 weeks time (with 3 deadlines in a week). Glad that I have done them all but I have no idea whether I was doing them all right. That insecurity. =( I just hope that I could pass my subjects this semester though I want to get back to the top again. =/ Why did I took all hard subjects again? 

Laziness and slackness were overwhelming all the time when I have some free time for myself. All I want to do is just stoning there doing nothing or just simply sleep all day long. Paying sleep debt is forevaaaaaaaa..... It's insane that I'm actually looking forward to my study week to have some rest instead of studying. 

Have been spending a lot on food and ice creams yet skipping quite some meals too. Not that I was purposely skipping it since I wasn't even losing any weight because of that. LOL It's just sometimes when there were so many things undone and then I was hungry since the evening when I was doing my stuffs, the time went by and I lost my appetite or just simply lost the feeling of hungriness in the end. SO NOT ME WEI! But I start to rely on ice creams to bring my happiness haha... 

Walking back from faculty to hostel has become one legit reason that I could have a short mind getaway. Putting up my earphones and immersing myself to deep thoughts or just simply keeping my mind blank. Have been thinking the same thing day by day and I still couldn't figure out a reason for the thing that stuck in my mind. Then I realized I was thinking about it ever since that day when I shed my tears for it. 

I wonder why it happened and I'm trying to find out the reason. I wonder since when I have been acting that way and why I couldn't be the same again. It feels like everything I do will make things even more complicated, then I rather stay away. Though it irritates me so much. Ahhh, can't wait for my own running session around UM this coming week. Looking forward to use the outdoor gym and short walk around the lake. I'm a bit more okay to be alone now. =) 

God bless my June and time to work hard for finals!