Feelings. Hidden.
Hi. Feel good to be back here. =)
Just about the right time to update my blog before the month ends.
Not that I don't have anything to write, it's just that I was being extremely lazy during the weekends (same goes to weekdays lol) and couldn't help being tired and sleeping earlier during working days. Good girl I am. HAHAHA
Well, should I write about my feeling recently?
There were a lot of things that couldn't stop playing in my mind everyday. Sometimes those feelings hit me too hard that I couldn't help but being emotional. But this time, I tried to keep it to myself. There were times when I wanted to write down my feelings and words in blog but I did not. Is either I don't really have free time to update or when I felt like updating my blog, those feelings have already gone, leaving me an empty brain with empty feelings. Then I realized that something has changed.
I learnt the fact then if I choose to keep my feelings to myself, I could stop spreading negative thoughts to my friend and be less annoying. And I got to let go of those heart-arching emotions. Like Finally. Cheers for less annoying Huey. Hahahaha
But I couldn't ignore the fact that I still get emotional easily. The memories, flashbacks and feelings always hit me unexpectedly. It only takes a moment to take away the smile that I tried so hard to put on my face.
Sigh. Been receiving complaints that my smiling face looks fake and tired recently.
Anyway, lets try harder to be happy! And let the stories remain untold. At least for now.
Nights! =)
Well, should I write about my feeling recently?
There were a lot of things that couldn't stop playing in my mind everyday. Sometimes those feelings hit me too hard that I couldn't help but being emotional. But this time, I tried to keep it to myself. There were times when I wanted to write down my feelings and words in blog but I did not. Is either I don't really have free time to update or when I felt like updating my blog, those feelings have already gone, leaving me an empty brain with empty feelings. Then I realized that something has changed.
I learnt the fact then if I choose to keep my feelings to myself, I could stop spreading negative thoughts to my friend and be less annoying. And I got to let go of those heart-arching emotions. Like Finally. Cheers for less annoying Huey. Hahahaha
But I couldn't ignore the fact that I still get emotional easily. The memories, flashbacks and feelings always hit me unexpectedly. It only takes a moment to take away the smile that I tried so hard to put on my face.
Sigh. Been receiving complaints that my smiling face looks fake and tired recently.
Anyway, lets try harder to be happy! And let the stories remain untold. At least for now.
Nights! =)
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