I had failed again....for the same thing....T.T

WHY!!!!! I cried for the whole night......

If I really have to choose, I will definitely choose to go there, I will not hesitate, I'M SERIOUS!!!

but what can I do??  I can do nothing, nothing will change....I have to wait for a year....(again)

someone tell me the way to feel better, please......or tell me the way to ask to go......please......

aaaahhhhhh!!!(shout)


p.s   dont worry, I just want to express myself, thats all.... I will cheer up, I will try.....just let me emo for a while....just a while