Sienz...

Lack of motivation. Lack of confidence. Lack of optimism.

I don't know what I'm doing because basically I'm not doing anything.

I don't feel like doing anything...

I've been longing for Uni life for so long, but when the day is approaching, I feel like running away further.

I couldn't understand myself.

I can't brain.

I want to feel the excitement about Uni life, but all I could only felt pressured and worried.

That's not the right thing. I'm trying to make myself happy again.

I should just cut down my hopes towards private uni. I'm just looking forward to the facilities and accommodation. Don't mind me, I really care about that. We are supposed to work hard and enjoy our uni life right?

I love places with good, clean and organized facilities. But yeah, $$$.

So, I just have to accept what I got. And grow up to be independent!

I will survive.

Though I still feel like crying.